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    The first time they hooked up, Rozanov had kissed him before Shane got on his knees. They kissed with Scott Hunter in the room next-door. They kissed slowly and sweetly, on his apartment stairway, after Rozanov had taken his world apart and put him back together again. Even in that bathroom, where he felt as if the Russian was trampling on his bared soul, Rozanov had kissed him.

    So why was it different this time? What did he do wrong?

    Shane aches with how much he wants—needs the other man. There is a hollow numbness in his chest every time he thinks about those golden curls and ocean eyes, and he hates himself for wishing he could have more.

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    Wanting Hollander is dangerous, because Ilya is wanting more than he’s allowed to have. But Ilya keeps wanting more and more, because he is vain, selfish, undisciplined. He wants to have Hollander in his arms, sweet, warm, and gorgeous.

    And he will always regret it later, in the quiet moments that come in the aftermath, in the small and lingering ache that follows him once they are apart.

    Or: Shane spirals and avoids Ilya post-Vegas. Ilya chases after him, and they talk.

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    08 Jan 2026

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    “Ilya.”

    He flinches like Shane has slapped him instead of softly saying his name. He curls away from Shane’s touch and his hands tremble with the grip he has on the blanket in his lap.

    “Ilya,” Shane swallows. “Ilya, I think you’re Dropping.”

    The low, painful whine he emits goes right to Shane’s chest and plummets into his stomach.

    “Fuck, Ilya, I think you’ve already Dropped.”

    And; Shane gets him out of it.

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    01 Feb 2026

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    This is not fic! This is meta about the basics of hockey that might be useful if you're coming from absolute zero but you like some gay hockey boys.

    (Originally I posted it on tumblr but I was asked to cross-post to AO3 for accessibility.)

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    26 Jan 2026

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    Ilya’s soulmate seems to care a lot, about some very, very, specific things. Ilya tries to imagine what it’d be like to be on the receiving end of that kind of focus, that intensity.

    He thinks of Hollander staring him down during their last face-off. Hollander had looked like he wanted to rip Ilya’s stick from his hands and beat him with it. It was kind of hot, if Ilya’s being honest. It was even hotter when Hollander won the face-off.

    Christ. Ilya really needs to stop fucking thinking about Shane Hollander.

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    ilya rozanov has been ready to meet his soulmate since he was ten. he thinks it'd be great if they also got the memo, because he’s running out of space to keep all their ginger ale.

    Podfic of what you want, what you need (has been killing me) by blongblong.

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    26 Jan 2026

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    “Ilya had wanted him to stay so badly. He’d planned it all. He bought ginger ale. He knew after an orgasm Shane would be all soft and blissed out. He’d ask him to stay, act like it was just so they could fuck again. He’d put on a hockey game and he'd make Shane food. Make him comfortable and happy…

    More like lure him into a trap, like a predator.”

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    It’s the tuna melt scene, but make it kinky and Ilya drops after. Hard.

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    10 Jan 2026

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