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    Shane Hollander disappears from the NHL at twenty with a career-ending “injury.”

    Four years later, he’s the new assistant coach for the Ottawa Centaurs when Ilya Rozanov signs with the team. His former rival. His secret hookup. The father of his daughter.
    Ilya doesn’t know Lily exists and Shane plans to keep it that way.

    But three-year-olds don’t keep secrets, and neither do pale blue eyes.

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    10 May 2026

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    “It’s not something we’ve discussed too much,” Shane admits reluctantly. “I mean, I think we talked about it once or twice, after being around Hayden’s kids. But…I was afraid…I don’t know if you want…” His sentence falters and he presses a hand to his stomach, inhaling slowly like he’s trying to soothe more nausea.

    It takes Ilya’s brain a few moments to process, to catch up, to piece together this half-filled puzzle Shane’s laying out for him.

    “We talked about having babies,” Ilya supplies, arching an eyebrow, “are you trying to say we are…having a baby?”

    Shane sucks in another slow, controlled breath. “Um, yeah. That’s what I’m trying to say.”

    “You are pregnant?”

    Wincing, the shorter man nods. “Mhm.”

     

    -or, vignettes of shane's unexpected pregnancy-

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    10 May 2026

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    "Oh, it looks like you’re doing better! With those scores, I guess we won’t have to meet as often anymore." Shane was beaming, proudly looking down at the transcript. Ilya’s smile immediately dropped.

    Needless to say, he scored 20 points lower on the next midterm.

    In which popular hockey fuckboy Ilya Rozanov falls madly in love with the university's golden boy Shane Hollander. Somehow, they go from being the talk on campus to becoming that couple.

    Alternatively, my take on the Jock!Ilya x Nerd!Shane trope bc it is desperately underrepresented.

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    02 May 2026

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    At first, Adam had pretended not to notice that the hearing in his right ear was worsening. Between shifts, college applications and senior year school work, his mind was so occupied and his body was so exhausted that he didn’t have time to do anything about it even if he’d wanted to. He hoped it’d improve by itself, or at least stop worsening.

    After the events of TRC, Adam starts to lose the hearing in his other ear. In true Adam Parrish fashion, he isn’t normal about it.

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    28 Apr 2026

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    When Ilya Rosanov's father discovers his teenage son's secret, his fury leads to a devastating outcome: Ilya forced into a life of suffering and abuse.

    Instead of achieving his dream of playing in the MLH, Ilya ends up a sex worker in Montreal, just trying to survive.

    There, he encounters Shane Hollander, the "golden boy" of hockey, a once in a generation talent who secretly struggles with the isolation of success.

    Can these two men navigate their vastly different worlds? Will lies and secrecy catch up to them, or will they find a way to come together against the odds?

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    27 Apr 2026