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   For What is Grief If Not Our Love with Nowhere to go? by KeeperOfDragons

   Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)  

   • Mature
   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
   • Multi
   • Work in Progress

   05 Dec 2025

   Tags

   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
   • Evan "Buck" Buckley/Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV)
   • Evan "Buck" Buckley & Bobby Nash
   • Eddie Diaz & Bobby Nash
   • Evan "Buck" Buckley & Christopher Diaz & Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV)
   • Evan "Buck" Buckley & Firehouse 118 Crew
   • Evan "Buck" Buckley
   • Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV)
   • Bobby Nash
   • Christopher Diaz
   • Henrietta "Hen" Wilson
   • Athena Grant
   • Howie "Chimney" Han
   • Maddie Buckley
   • Jee-Yun Buckley Han
   • Ravi Panikkar
   • Karen Wilson
   • Not Really Character Death
   • POV Multiple
   • Grief
   • Heartbroken Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV)
   • Athena Grant and Bobby Nash are Evan "Buck" Buckley's Parents
   • Bobby Nash Lives
   • Firehouse 118 Crew as Family (9-1-1 TV)
   • Kidnapped Evan "Buck" Buckley
   • Buck's in a government lab shhhh they don't know that yet
   • About to make these people suffer
   • LIKE A LOT…
   • An exploration of grief and love intertwined
   • Evan "Buck" Buckley is Christopher Diaz's Parent
   • Bobby Nash Needs a Hug
   • Eddie Diaz Needs a Hug (9-1-1 TV)
   • Everybody needs a damn hug
   • Hell I need a hug lol
   • Smart Karen Wilson
   • why is that not a tag?
   • Protective Athena Grant
   • Angry Christopher Diaz (9-1-1 TV)
   • Five Stages of Grief
   • Unlike 9-1-1 S8 I shall remember that this is AN ENSEMBLE SHOW!
   • That's what makes it good
   • get ready for a rollercoaster ride buckle up folks it's gonna be a bumpy ride
   • Found Family
   • No Beta We Die Like Buck Did For 3:17
   • Once more HE IS NOT REALLY DEAD
   • Fluff and Angst
   • Sick Evan "Buck" Buckley
   • Evan "Buck" Buckley Whump
   • Major Character Undeath
   • oh found family tag you will always be famous
   • Presumed Dead Evan "Buck" Buckley
   • Firehouse 118 Crew are Protective of Evan "Buck" Buckley
   • Depression
   • Panic Attacks
   • Eddie Diaz Has Panic Attacks (9-1-1 TV)
   • Eddie Diaz & Karen Wilson Friendship
   • Hurt/Comfort
   • Angst and Hurt/Comfort

   Summary

   Grief: A very great sadness, especially at the death of someone-

   But that's not what grief means to many people, to the members of the 118 they would describe Grief as their love with nowhere to go.

   Love so deep and different for each person who loved, and was loved by him.

   For who wouldn't love Evan "Buck" Buckley?

   Or

   When the Lab incident occurs, it is not Bobby Nash who is stuck behind the glass but the man he saw as his son. Evan "Buck" Buckley.

    

   This is the story of the supposed ‘death’ of Evan “Buck” Buckley. In which 118 realizes just what he meant to them, and perhaps just what they’d do to bring him back.

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   10,907

   Chapters:

   7/30

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