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Test of courage by cloudberrysoda
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
02 Feb 2026
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“It’s not as exciting as you think,” Hollander rushes out. Ilya can practically see his brain working itself into knots. “And it’s not gonna feel good, either, it’s more like getting your blood drawn at the doctor's than anything. And if you fucking pass out on me, Rozanov–”
“I promise to not pass out,” Ilya says.
“You can’t decide that in advance!”
(Or: Ilya realizes that Shane is really bad at being a vampire, gets bitten by him, and is very normal about it, in that order.)
Series
- Part 2 of Bestiary (Hollanov vampire AU)
Bookmarked by CarolineStyles22
22 Feb 2026
Bookmarker's Notes
Que fic increíble, así si me gusta que Shane sea vampiro en vez de Ilya
'Oh, so scary hollander, i’m shaking
No wait
Is just laughter, my bad' JAJSJAJ'Oh, of course. Of course you would choose this. How noble of you, golden boy.' 😭😭
'Rendering Hollander weak feels so good because he isn’t weak, not even a little bit. Gaining Hollander’s surrender feels earned like nothing else ever does.' HOT
'His voice is somehow filled with so many different shades of emotion that it loops back around to sounding perfectly ordinary. A hundred thousand colors mixing together to make a simple black.' que linda la escritura lpm
'He does what he’s always done when the world falls apart around him: All he can, and not enough.' BASTA POBRE ILYA
'Of course he has a schedule for drinking blood. Only this man could make vampirism sound boring. Ilya doesn’t even attempt to conceal his amusement.' JAJSJJA
'craving something you can’t let yourself have. Desperate for just a taste. Allowed only in small doses, hidden in dark, private corners.
And knowing through it all that if anyone found out about this need – which defines your very nature – it would change everything forever, likely for the worse.' Ah yes, vampirismo como metáfora de la homosexualidad 🚬'Maybe the vampirism has never bothered Ilya all that much because he’s always kind of understood what it feels like to hunger.' DIOOOS
'For them to do this right, it has to be like this. With Hollander sharp, hungry and desperate, he needs to be trapped by body weight. Staring up at him through his lashes. He’s always felt safer under Ilya.' AMO
'All he can think is that’s my blood on his face. My life in his veins. He’s so hard it hurts.'
'He’s not sure what it says about his psychological wellbeing that his first instinctive reaction to being jumped and pinned to his living room floor is not to fight or yell, but rather to go completely limp and smile up at his captor. Nothing good, most likely.' JAJSJJA (yo)
'He’s clutching needy handfuls of Ilya’s chest. He looks one step away from digging his nails in and tearing Ilya’s heart out to bite it like an apple.' Hot... WHO SAID THAT?
'Carnal pleasure does not hold a candle to the rush of power that is Shane Hollander, begging. “Please, Ilya, can I have more, please?”' DIOOS needy vampire Shane
'A giddy laugh trickles out of his throat as the force barely even jostles Shane. He’s so strong from the blood.' jakfnksn Ilya está justo donde quiere estar
“Fuck. Shit! Stay still, wait here.”
Shane is all the way across the house by the time Ilya manages to slur out, “Where would I go, I live here,” JAJSJAJA“The many other sexy vampires I am currently fucking are all–”
“I’m gonna kill you.” -
beyond redemption by blankjournals for insatiablegaydesire
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
21 Feb 2026
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“Don’t they still hurt, Ilya?
“I should not. I can hurt—”
“What about here? You have fed from here before,” Shane asks, a mischievous look in his eyes, as he brings Ilya’s hand up to rest on the outer part of his shoulder.
Fed, God, it makes him feel like a child that needs to be taken care of. Lazy, cannot even catch his own food—
“Let me help,” Shane whispers, “Let me keep them warm as well.”
OR: the vampire ilya smut no one asked for, ft human shane inventing the concept of fang-warming.
Bookmarked by CarolineStyles22
22 Feb 2026
Bookmarker's Notes
'Shane was a vow that time would not stretch on endlessly—at least, not always. With him, Ilya would have a lifetime of golden hours: ephemeral, precious memories engraved in the very folds of his being.' Awww
'But he wonders, too, if Shane feels equally exalted for possessing the kind of devotion any immortal would chase for centuries, just to be worthy of his surrender.' WOW
'He can already feel himself getting hard again, because, no surprise, the scent of his husband's blood gets him going.' Hot.
'He is not perceptive of Ilya because he is his soulmate; he is his soulmate because he is the only one who truly understands him, or who makes the earnest effort to try.' 🛐
'The anatomy of his monster and the temptation of his primal heart.' QUE BUENA FRASE
'Loss of control to his own obsession that fills him with shame and greed, because how can he have someone like Shane and not have every last morsel of him?' Hot.
“Tell me, милый,” Ilya says, his voice coming out as a plea, “tell me no. Tell me you do not want me to do this. Push me away, deny me permission.” kanflsbgak that’s my shit
'God, he wants Shane’s blood to become a part of his; he wants it to run through his veins, wants his DNA to merge with his so it replicates over and over till he’s nothing but Shane’s, every part of his in his name.' 🛐
'Bury their bodies together, and even the soil will taste nothing but his love for Shane in his decaying bones.' De hecho hay una canción de Hozier que lo explica
“You can sleep,” Shane says softly, his head pillowed next to him, hands still playing with his curls. “I’ll wake you up if it gets too much.” TREMENDO
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Proof of life by cloudberrysoda
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
22 Jan 2026
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At his most vulnerable, sometimes, when Rozanov is pulling him apart, unwinding the fabric of his being thread by thread, Shane will catch himself thinking I wish he knew what I really am, and then he has to fight not to slap himself.
(In which everything is the same, except Shane is a vampire. He’s not very good at it.)
Series
- Part 1 of Bestiary (Hollanov vampire AU)
Bookmarked by CarolineStyles22
21 Feb 2026
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'He wants things he shouldn’t. Mostly touch. All the time. And Rozanov, in his full infuriating glory, gives it to him. Gives him anything he needs.' Canon
'He wrests himself from mindless pleasure back into indignation, making sure not to lose his pace. “That’s a lot of complaining from someone who’s not doing any of the work.”' JAJJSJAJ
“Sorry for what, for doing fucking backflip off my cock?” JAJJSJAJA AYUDA
'All that he really wants to ask is a smaller, more juvenile one: Do you still like me?' Ay mi vida
“Are you fucking serious?”
“It’s true!” Rozanov cackles. “Here I am, sucking Shane Hollander’s dick, doing amazing job at it, then boom, his chest stops rising.” JAJSJJA“You don’t have to keep faking it when it’s just me,” he says. “If you like.” aww😭
“Next time, Hollander, you can bite me for real. Show me how hungry you can get.” OMG-
'His favorite heartbeat disappears into the cold night.' AMO
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Ilya felt his eyebrows furrow in confusion as he brought his gaze back to the collar in his hands. It was soft, with a black and white checkered pattern. The metal clasp was silver, and reflected brightly in the over head lights of the locker room. He turned it around in his hand, studying, looking for anything that would explain why there was soft snickers being thrown around between his teammates.
That is when the tag on the collar caught his eye; it was silver and in the shape of a dog bone. Ilya lifted the collar closer to his face, eyes squinting as he tried to read the thin carved letters. It was then, with the smell of nylon and sweat filling his nose, that Ilya realized that he wasn’t above murder.
OR
Ilya gets gifted a dog collar, but it's not for Anya.
Series
- Part 2 of Ilya "Good Boy" Rozanov
Bookmarked by CarolineStyles22
15 Feb 2026
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'The silver bone-shaped tag had blocky letters, the front reading Rozanov in capital letters, and the back… “Property of Shane Hollander”' nonono el equipo NO SABE lo que acaban de hacer
'It had taken Ilya ages to finally open up to Shane about his desire for praise, to be, for lack of better terms: Shane’s good boy. It was vulnerable, and Ilya felt like everyone in the locker room had joined together to make fun of him.' Ay mi vida lloro
“Now, Ilya.”
“Okay.” Hot!!!'Just like it had when they both read it for the first time, the name tag told everything that needed to be known. Ilya belonged to Shane.
“So beautiful, Ilya.”' AMOO'Pleasure shot through Ilya’s body, the combination of the hand in his hair, the belittling foot on his cock, and a heavy collar around his throat a deathly combination.' No importa, a donde vaya the glove fic me encontrará
'Shane dropped his hands, letting them sit idly on his bare thighs, chest rising and falling heavily. Ilya wanted to take back everything he had ever thought about Shane’s attempts of being dominate in the past as “adorable”.'
'On top of it all, the loudest noise to Ilya was the tinkling of the dog tag against the metal loop, the sound ringing in his ears each time he sunk his head down lower and then back up again.' DIOS
“It’s true, y’know.”
“What is?”
“You’re mine.” 🛐 -
careful, i bite by auutumnie
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
29 Dec 2025
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Because Shane Hollander was perfect. Shane Hollander, who was talked about just as much as Ilya was. Shane Hollander, who had his parents come to every game, every event, every minute he was on the ice. Shane Hollander, who was young, but not stupid. Strong, fast, and competitive. It made Ilya feel, for the first time since he had landed in America, like he needed to push himself again. Not just for the fans, or his team, or even his family. He needed to be good for Shane.
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Ilya has a praise kink, and realizes he likes being Shane's loyal dog.
Series
- Part 1 of Ilya "Good Boy" Rozanov
Bookmarked by CarolineStyles22
11 Feb 2026
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'“Careful,” he had said, tasting the sweat on his upper lip as he cracked a toothy smile. The other man had a look on his face, like he was surprised Ilya had gotten this close, before it turned into a scowl as Ilya said his next words: “I bite.”' que hot
'It was when he saw Shane, at 18, that he finally felt the want again. To not just be great, but to be good; the craving to please.'
'In fact, it was a noise that Ilya didn’t know he could make. It was almost like a needy animal, the way the sound and movements came out of him instinctually.' Jqifnwnk
'(in English, because he didn’t want to face the concept of having to search “Why do I like my boyfriend calling me good” in his native language because then it was too real for him).' JAJSJSJA
'“As long as I’m not expected to, ya know, fuck you in the ass.”
Carbonated drink shot directly up Ilya’s nose as he coughed out in surprise.' JAJJSJAJA AYUDA'There was a glint in his eye, one that he got on the ice right before the puck dropped. In the games, it spurred Ilya on to work harder. In this moment, it made his stomach swoop in arousal, dick stirring in his own shorts.
“Be a g-good boy, Ilya. Be good and suck my dick.”' OMG