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    There is a strong scent of antiseptic in the air, the kind that always haunts hospitals and morgues. Ilya thinks it is fitting. He thinks, perhaps, that some vital organ of his is failing irreparably, and he is only waiting for a doctor to call out his time of death.

    “You have lost your memories.” It’s not a question. Ilya’s burning hand drops from Shane’s cheek.

    “Yeah,” Shane says easily. “Wait, shit, did no one tell you?”

    “Is it temporary.” Ilya’s voice is hoarse, pleading. “This memory loss, is it… tell me that it is temporary.” Please, please, God. I know I promised to give anything up, but-

    Shane looks at Ilya with wide eyes. “They don’t know,” he says gently. He seems to be catching onto Ilya’s distress despite the drugs in his system.

    Ilya feels cold all over. Yes, any moment now, they will cover him with a white sheet and take him away.

    Shane's concussion in S01E05 leaves him missing his memories from the last decade. Ilya is now the only person in the world who knows the truth about him and Shane, and is forced to question whether to burden Shane with their complicated relationship or to walk away.

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    16 Feb 2026

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    After being discovered with Kate in the library, Anthony's conversation with Daphne goes a little differently.

    An AU exploring what might have happened if Anthony had proposed to Kate instead of Edwina.

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    02 Feb 2023

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    When stung, Anthony and Kate find themselves improperly close, however unlike in the show, and quite more like the book, they are found in that position. How do events change when the show versions of Kate and Anthony find themselves in that position? What becomes of them and will Anthony still pursue a safe, perfect marriage with Edwina, or will he and Kate find less excuses to stay apart?

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    After Edwina and Anthony are engaged, Kate reconsiders her choices and seeks out her own happiness.
     
    (Kate decides to let herself be courted by Dorset, The Sheffield dowry drama doesn't happen)

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    05 Aug 2022

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    "and i'll take some time just to be thankful, that I had days full of you."

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    kate returns to india with far more than she left with

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    "memories, it's all just memories."

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    05 Aug 2022