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    Shane and Ilya have done everything right, with years of waiting, planning, and hoping. After too many almosts and not-quites, they go to one more adoption event with no expectations.

    But one quiet conversation—and one perfect baby—turn “maybe” into something a lot more dangerous: hope.

    And hope, it turns out, has a way of asking for more than they expected.

    (AKA: hurt/comfort, so much yearning, accidental family, angst with a payoff, and yes—a hard-won happy ending)

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    01 May 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 7

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    To fulfill his college language requirement, Ilya spends the summer after his freshman year in Japan. Two years later, Shane starts college at Yale and meets his FOOT leader for the first time.

    Or, what if Yuna and David decided to raise their son in Japan instead of Canada?

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    24 Apr 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 98

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    What if Ilya sent the “We didn’t even kiss” text?

    After the 2014 NHL awards, Shane and Ilya hook up. Ilya kicks Shane out but accidentally sends a vulnerable text while under the influence. Shane returns to Ilya's room to check on him and realizes that his rival is struggling. Naturally, he takes it upon himself to help.

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    24 Apr 2026

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    After unlocking a new kink in a Vegas Penthouse, Shane Hollander is left to grapple with the void Ilya Rozanov leaves behind. He accidentally and then very purposefully fills that void with a roster of MLH players--starting with his friends J.J. and Hayden on the Metros. The Committee that forms around their favorite cumslut does whatever it needs to to protect both his body and his heart, even as they watch it continue breaking.

    Or,
    A very smutty breakup/reunion fic where Shane gets passed around like a blunt and loves every minute of it until he remembers Ilya. Most common adjective in the comments: "unhinged"

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    15 Apr 2026

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    For Shane Hollander, life has always been about playing a part. On the ice, he plays the best (or second best, depending on who you ask) hockey player in a generation. With his family, he plays the role of golden boy - kind and resilient and responsible. Even with Ilya, Shane has a part to play; reliable, happy, secure.

    But after the big move to Ottawa and a summer full of life changes, Shane can't catch his footing. This is supposed to be the start to the best chapter of his life – so why does he feel like he's drowning?

    Or:

    Shane Hollander-Rozanov navigates an Autism diagnosis during his first season as an Ottawa Centaur.

    Language:
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    Chapters:
    9/12
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    15 Apr 2026