CryingAt3amInTheRain



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    Something’s up with Steve today.

    He’s been working all week and too tired to think about himself, but there’s something else there, too. Eddie takes it upon himself to cater to his needs; make him feel safe, loved, and desired.

    (Smut only in chapter two.)

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    Parentified children are not given the time, care, love, emotional support, grounding, or security needed to develop and thrive. Without a role model, they are deprived of the opportunity to learn through observation and guardianship. For the most part, they are expected to keep it together and never show signs of distress. If they were to be needy or vulnerable, they are either ignored or sometimes punished. Eventually, they internalize the message that having needs and desires is not acceptable. They become ashamed of their vulnerabilities, and eventually, emotional numbness and self-denial become their second nature

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    Or: 5 times Steve was the adult + 1 time everyone remembered that he's barely one.

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    Eddie keeps to the shadows behind a filtered voice; Steve pretends he’s just there to help a friend. One quiet shift at WSQK makes it hard for either of them to keep pretending.

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    eddie lives, and what does he get in return? a whole bunch of gay yearning for the boy he met while he was on the run. one morning in 1988, he realizes exactly why he came back to life.

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    He heard her shift in the stall next to him. “My turn.” She took a moment to think, the silence settling over the bathroom. “Have you… Ever been in love?” 

       Steve felt himself freeze at the question. Instances of friendly pushes against his shoulder and a sink basin turning red with bloody knuckles. Of an old bandana, a last call. 

       “Twice,” He muttered. “Nancy Wheeler. First semester, junior year.” 

       “She’s such a priss!” Steve could hear Robin’s eyes rolling from the stall over. “Wait- you said twice? Who’s the other?”

       Steve swallowed. “A friend from middle school.”

       “Are you still in love with her?” She asked softly. Steve chewed at the inside of his cheek. 

       “He died when we were thirteen.” He whispered, feeling the sting of tears prick against his eyes, aggravating the cut on his cheekbone. 

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