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    Steve never minded living in Eddie’s shadow. He liked the chaos, the noise, the way Eddie looked like he might catch fire on stage at any second. What he minded, though he’d never admit it out loud, were the songs. Every crowd screamed Eddie’s words back at him, but none of them were for Steve. Not the angry anthems, not the messy love songs, not even the ballads that left reporters breathless.

    Steve told himself it didn’t matter. He didn’t need the spotlight, didn’t need Eddie to spell his name in lyrics. He just needed Eddie to come back to him when the lights went down.

    But five songs in, after years of motel rooms, arenas, fights, and backstage kisses that tasted like smoke and blood, Eddie finally wrote the one that was.

    And Steve wasn’t sure his heart could take it.

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    Five songs Eddie swore weren’t about Steve, and one that absolutely is.

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    Something was wrong. Now that Harrington was marginally calmer, the reek of fear and panic had faded, but a rising, acidic note of pain had taken its place. It tugged at something deep in Billy’s gut, made his skin crawl with the instinctive urge to bundle Harrington up and hide him somewhere safe, where no one could find them, where they could—

    Billy nearly swerved off the goddamn road. “Are — holy shit, Harrington, are you in heat?”

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    if you suffer from interest in a niche ship from 2017, you may be entitled to compensation in the form of this unapologetically trope-y omegaverse AU

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    Four weeks after Starcourt, Steve buries his broken heart in a box alongside a pile of blurry Polaroids, love letters from a secret relationship and the keys to a wrecked, blue Camaro.

    Four years later, Steve's car breaks down in the middle of nowhere California. The mechanic at the closest shop has blue eyes and blond hair… and a name tag that says Billy Hargrove.
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    "I watched him die." Steve barely got the words out. "I thought Billy DIED. I loved him and then I lost him, but you pulled him from Starcourt and had him alive all this time? Why doesn't he remember me?"

    "We erased his memories." Dr. Owens explained. "We rewrote the last few years of his life and gave Billy a chance at a decent life."

    "Without me." Steve said numbly. "A life without me. I loved him."

    "If you love him, then leave." Owens stated. "You being here might trigger real memories and the mental trauma could--"

    "I can't say goodbye to Billy again." he whispered. "I-- I won't."

    "You're making a mistake."

    "Stay away from us." Steve stepped away from the doctor. "I'm not losing Billy again, so stay the hell away."

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    09 Sep 2025

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    A collection of art I haven't posted on tumblr/twt or full uncut versions.
    Rating includes from Teen and Up to Explicit.
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