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    Shane and Ilya were together (in one way or another) for eleven years, and no one knew.

    Or did they?

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    11 Feb 2026

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    It was awkward. What do you say to the boy your son loves when he’s awake in the middle of the night with a haunted look in his eye? Ilya looked nervous in a way that was difficult to place. She wondered if she should get Shane—the boy looked like he needed someone. He looked young, like he needed a mother. Yuna was a mother, and a damn good one if Shane was any indication.

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    How Ilya Rozanov goes from Yuna's son's archrival to her son's boyfriend to her favorite son.

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    How Yuna Hollander goes from Mrs. Hollander to Yuna to Mom.

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    08 Feb 2026

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    “Oh shit.”

    Shane looked up, turned his head to where J.J. was sat across the aisle. The blue glow of his phone lit up the too-wide whites of his eyes staring down intently at whatever was on his screen. Shane’s stomach lurched again, anticipating a sudden stop his body hadn’t quite caught up to yet.

    “The Centaurs’ plane crashed in Tampa.”

    There was a moment where everything was still moving, where Shane and the world were still spinning at the same speed they both always had, and then it all came crashing down. Shane wasn’t sure whether it was him that had stopped, or the world around him, but either way, in a matter of seconds the distance between himself and the bus he had only a moment ago been sitting in became staggeringly, dizzyingly vast.

     

    The Centaur's emergency landing plays out a little bit worse, and Shane is left with the harsh reality of the cost of loving Ilya in secret.

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    07 Feb 2026

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    There had been a tragedy. The Ottawa Centaurs' plane had crashed in northern Georgia, during the course of their flight from Carolina to Tampa. They didn't know much else yet. All NHL activities were suspended for the next seven days.

    Wait, what?

    At seventeen, Shane Hollander met the love of his life. At twenty-nine, gravity took him away.

    Shane wishes he’d died, too.

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    07 Feb 2026

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    “Bullshit. You don’t care; that’s why you left,” he responds stiffly.

    “Fuck, don’t you get it? I did it for you,” Ilya says, softening a little as he looks at Shane's pained expression. “For both of you,” he laughs a little, “Fuck. I’m still not used to saying that. It sounds insane.”

    “You want to be there for me?” Shane asks incredulously.

    There’s silence for a second, and then, a nod.

    “Yes. You and…our baby,” Ilya says, sounding only slightly more sure saying the words ‘our baby’ than he did the first time.

     

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    Shane gets more news than he was expecting at the hospital after his fall.

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    06 Feb 2026