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Haunted by a relentless barrage of terrifying nightmares and the unbearable ache inflicted by someone she once trusted implicitly, Elena Gilbert finds herself weary of the very act of existing. The weight of her suffering has become a heavy shroud that envelops her, driving her to consider retreating from the world altogether. Yet, in her struggle, she skillfully conceals her anguish behind a carefully crafted mask of normalcy, desperately hoping that no one will glimpse the turmoil lurking beneath the surface.
Each day, she clings to the flickering embers of her hope, yearning to fade into oblivion where the pain can no longer reach her. But, as is often the case with Elena's ambitions, those dreams of escape slip through her fingers like sand, eluding her grasp just when she believes she might find solace.
As the darkness closes in around her, a question looms large: will it be too late to save her when the moment finally arrives?
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26 Dec 2025
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a little kindness to calm the mind by preachingdoll
Fandoms: Thunderbolts (Movie 2025), Marvel Cinematic Universe
26 Jun 2025
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John wants pain so that he can sleep. Bob thinks he needs kindness instead.
It's hard to admit to needing help, but John will get there. Eventually.
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01 Dec 2025
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Looking For a Place to Fall Apart by dontworrybeehappy
Fandoms: Thunderbolts (Movie 2025), Marvel Cinematic Universe
20 Jan 2026
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Former Captain America, asshole-extraordinaire, John Walker has spent his entire life pretending, first as a hero, then as a soldier, and last as a father. But always, always as an Alpha.
But now, thrown into the chaos of his new life as a member of the so called "New Avengers", he starts to realize that he can't hide what he is forever. Between high-stakes missions, a shifting power dynamic, and domestic shenanigans, John’s secrets begin to unravel beneath his feet.
....Also, is there something going on with Bob?
Or: the one where John Walker is a closeted Omega, finds a team that becomes a family, works on his issues, and maybe, eventually, lets someone love him.
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21 Nov 2025
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Half Us, All Super Human by StarSpangledBlonde for Ltwinters
Fandoms: Thunderbolts (Movie 2025)
09 Jun 2025
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After coming into contact with an alien light during a mission, John Walker figured the worst he’d walk away with was a headache or maybe a weird scar. What he didn’t expect was to end up pregnant—especially after a series of poorly defined, emotionally confusing nights spent with Bob Reynolds, who he wasn’t even dating. One minute he’s trying to forget his past, the next he’s throwing up in the Thunderbolts’ bathroom and avoiding every question being thrown his way.
With the team growing suspicious, rumors exploding online, and his ex-wife Olivia still in the picture through their son, John’s carefully compartmentalized life starts to crack. He doesn’t know how to raise a kid again, much less one born from something alien and deeply unnatural. And he definitely doesn’t know how to deal with Bob, who’s suddenly everywhere—caring, showing up, and making it harder and harder for John to keep pretending he doesn’t want more.
Aka John Walker is pregnant and just as confused as everyone else.
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Part 10 in my series is a sequel! I suggest checking it out:)Series
- Part 9 of Thunderbolts* (So far, it's gay!)
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03 Nov 2025
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"Ever since I returned to London, you have made it plain that my behaviour is intolerable. Clearly, you no longer find me praise-worthy in any capacity, so why are you still here?"
When a familiar argument threatens to destroy the last remnants of John and Sherlock's failing friendship, both men are left questioning their worth to one another. Before either of them has the chance to make amends, circumstance intervenes. John is left at the mercy of his abductors, and this time, he's not sure Sherlock will bother coming to his rescue.
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16 Oct 2025