FakeButILikeYou
Fandoms
Recent works
-
Tags
Summary
“I know you don’t want to talk about it, but I’m worried. I’ve been worried. You’re pulling away. You don’t call as often, you hardly ever text first. You haven’t even sent me any dick pics recently.”
“You miss them that much huh?”
Shane pulls away just enough to look up at him so Ilya can see when he rolls his eyes, “Stop deflecting, I’m serious.”
“You’re wasting your time worrying about me, Hollander.”
“So, what is it then?”
“Nothing. You’re overthinking.”
“There has to be something. Even Hayden has noticed that you’ve been acting weird, he thinks you’re cheating on me.”
Or
Ilya has been pulling away from Shane because of how bad his depression has gotten. When Shane asks him if he’s cheating Ilya lets him draw his own conclusions.**Will be rewritten**
Series
- Part 4 of ⟡ sad Ilya ⟡
-
Tags
Summary
“Where are you going?” Troy asks.
Ilya rolls his eyes, “Taking a piss. Why? You want to come?”
Three steps later the plane falls from beneath him.
He knows when his head smacks the ceiling: They’re going to crash.Or
Ilya is standing when the plane drops. When he's taken to the hospital Shane has to figure out what he's willing to do to be with him.ON HIATUS
-
Tags
Summary
“I don’t know what happened at your appointment that made you so upset, but I’m not going to stand here and let you keep punching the fucking tree. What kind of husband would leave their partner alone to hurt themselves?”
“One who knows how to listen.”
“Fuck you. What would you do if it was me?”
Ilya shakes his head. As if Shane would ever let himself lose control like this.
“What, would, you, do?”
“It doesn’t matter because it would never be you. You are not pathetic like I am.”
Or
Ilya snaps after a bad day and Shane is the only thing that can calm him down.
Series
- Part 3 of ⟡ sad Ilya ⟡
-
Tags
Summary
“I don’t need to see a doctor. I am fine. You’re worrying for nothing. Let’s just go to sleep.”
Go to sleep? Shane huffs, Ilya thought it was fine. It didn’t matter if he was in pain or danger? They should just move on? As if.
“It’s not nothing. I’m worried about your health. Which you don’t seem to care about! Tell me one reason that I shouldn’t be worried!”
“Because I didn’t take them.”
“What?”
“I threw the bottles away when you left. Happy?”
Or,
Ilya doesn’t keep pills in his house and Shane finds out why.Series
- Part 2 of ⟡ sad Ilya ⟡
-
Tags
Summary
“Rozanov, did you hear me?”
“What?” His accent is thicker than usual.
“I said, I don’t know if it’s worth jumping over.”
Ilya almost laughs. They know each other’s bodies more than anything else, and yet ... Shane can see that there is something wrong in him tonight. Is it written on his face the same way it’s in his genes?
---
Or,
An exploration of what Ilya was doing on the roof in Vegas.Series
- Part 1 of ⟡ sad Ilya ⟡
Recent series
Recent bookmarks
-
5 times when Shane realized how smart Ilya is + 1 time when the world did too by scriptiodaemon (alwaysindoubts)
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
23 May 2026
Tags
Summary
Everybody thinks hockey players are stupid. Having an accent certainly doesn’t help.
Ilya Rozanov never bothered correcting people, but it wasn’t his job to fit their expectations either.
He wasn’t hiding it, it just wasn’t important, and he wasn’t the type to show off (oh, Shane would laugh at that, but for this specific aspect it was true).It just never came up. Until it did.
Series
- Part 2 of smart cookie Ilya
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 12,242
- Chapters:
- 2/2
- Comments:
- 136
- Kudos:
- 1,971
- Bookmarks:
- 303
- Hits:
- 19,732
Bookmarked by FakeButILikeYou
01 Jun 2026
-
Tags
Summary
“Oh, fuck you. Sorry I still want to win cups instead of smoking weed with my teammates between losses,” Shane argued.
The words seemed to drain the rest of the fight out of Ilya. He didn’t know what he was doing anymore, what they were fighting about anymore. All he knew was that it felt like the fears he’d spent the last few months convincing himself were unfounded were unfolding in front of him in real time.
OR
A look at how Ilya struggled with his move to Ottawa and an alternate ending to the Boxing Day fight.
Bookmarked by FakeButILikeYou
22 May 2026
-
I Will Be Better In the Morning by newpseudnewfandomsnoregerts (Winshieldwipernoises)
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
21 May 2026
Tags
Summary
Please take the tags seriously. This is a pretty indepth fic when it comes to some of the more triggering topic.
Ilya has bad days. Or maybe bad days have Ilya.
And when bad days strike, there's the dreaded Safety Plan. The thing he is determined not to need.
Until he does.Or: Shane Hollander is determined to make depression his bitch. Weapon of choice? Unconditional love.
Series
- Part 3 of Hollanov One Shots
Bookmarked by FakeButILikeYou
22 May 2026
-
These Little Wonders by empressoftheclouds
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
14 May 2026
Tags
Summary
In the beginning, suggesting Ilya move to Ottawa seemed to be a bridge over a previously unpassable body of water. It felt like a lifeline, a breath of air after drowning for years upon years. Maybe it was, at first. Shane got to have it all, everything he wanted. But despite his willingness to go along with whatever Shane wants, he can tell it’s been weighing on Ilya. He’d given up everything, and Shane can feel how lonely he is. He can see his bright eyes dimming, his laugh growing hollow; he’s withering away while Shane is emptying everything he has into a sport that can never love him back the way Ilya does.
_
Two years after Ilya moves to Ottawa, Shane decides he's worth more than anything Montreal can give him. He won't let Ilya be the only one who makes sacrifices for their relationship. But he doesn't know that Ilya has been struggling, secretly and in silence. And now the only question is if Shane is too late.
_
An alternative version of Shane changing teams and deciding to move to Ottawa willingly, on his own accord, without being outed. He and Ilya are honest with each other - but not before a bit of angst ensues.
_
NO AI USED ~ FUCK AIBookmarked by FakeButILikeYou
16 May 2026
-
Oh no I've said too much, I haven't said enough by lc2l
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
29 Apr 2026
Tags
Summary
Ilya sits down carefully and takes Shane’s hand. “I am going to ask you something, and I want you to try not to freak out, okay? Take a breath, think about it.”
That sounds… serious.
“The Centaurs are having a barbeque,” Ilya says. “I would like to go, and I would like you to come with me.”Shane meets the Centaurs. As Ilya's close personal friend slash charity partner from Canada.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 9,188
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Comments:
- 729
- Kudos:
- 19,026
- Bookmarks:
- 4,057
- Hits:
- 114,104
Bookmarked by FakeButILikeYou
29 Apr 2026