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    Mira raises an eyebrow. “You violently flinching and crashing into the wall is nothing?”

    Rumi winces. She doesn’t want to lie, but how is she supposed to tell the truth?

    How is she supposed to tell them that the night of the idol awards won’t leave her mind?

    That it’s their faces—twisted and vicious—that has her shaking in the middle of the night, holding back tears.

    That she knows in her soul that it wasn’t them on that stage but her mind can’t seem to forget the stupid smirks, the rough hands, the fucking song—and her body can’t help but flinch, can’t help the hammering that starts in her chest, can’t help the sweat the builds up in her back as her entire body locks up.

    She can’t tell them that.

     

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    Rumi’s haunted by the night of the Idol Awards. Memories of sharp, cruel words whispered into her ears; of light glinting off the blades she’d always fought beside as they were pointed at her.

    But Rumi’s a coward and a fool and refuses to tell the two closest people in her life what's bothering her.

    They notice, though, and luckily for Rumi, Mira and Zoey care far too much to let her suffer alone.

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    She grabbed a couple of painkillers from the cabinet and swallowed them with a handful of water from the sink. Her hands shook as she brought the water to her mouth.

    Rumi had time. She could finally focus on something other than faults and fears, and she intended to focus on things that mattered.

    She'd be feeling better in a couple of weeks, tops.


    An exploration of love in the face of impending loss.

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    What if being a hybrid didn't make Rumi longer lived--what if it did the opposite?

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    02 Jan 2026

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    Just kpdh and Its Such A Beautiful Day which is not great news for my tear ducts

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    Once upon a time, like a punchline to a joke, a half-demon and a hunter knelt before a grave and talked.

    The half-demon reiterated what she knows (what she has just learned) to the hunter. She states that hunters kill all demons. When the hunter confirms it, she verifies “Anything with patterns?”

    She is looking at her own.

    And this is the key moment, the fulcrum on which a wish swings: Celine does not say, “No”. She does not say that the hunters will spare the half-demon, even if she has patterns, because she is Rumi and she is a person. Celine says, “Cover those up,” and says “You are not like them Rumi.” She says, “Your patterns will go away when you turn the Honmoon gold.” She tells Rumi that she only has patterns because her dad was a demon. Neither of them says that Rumi is not a demon.

    Celine says, ‘You can be fixed’ and Rumi hears ‘You can be spared, if you are fixed.’

    What Celine tells her is she is different from them, but not different enough.

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    It's been ten years since Rumi tried to cut the demon out of her. Ten years of hiding and hating a part of who she was.
    But her secrets have been laid bare for all the world to see. Now two women stood beneath the ancient hackberry tree, broken in ways the other couldn't see.
    There was no going back now. Everything had changed and not all for the better.

     

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    My take on Celine and Rumi's little chat after the Idol Awards and how they deal with the aftermath.
    TW: Mentions of suicide and self-harm

    Can be read as a stand alone, but I highly encourage reading Purple and Green.

    Formerly titled :"Purple & Green and Everything in Between"

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    This is what Rumi knows to be true: Zoey and Mira don’t want her.

    Zoey and Mira don’t want her, and she does not want herself, and so she goes to the only other person who might.

    (She always found herself jealous of euthanized dogs)

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    As Zoey and Mira walk towards their impending doom, into Gwi-Ma's gaping maw, the entire world waits with bated breath for a hero. For someone to come with a song, a light in the dark, to save the day. But, no one does. And as destiny falls apart and fate screams in disapproval, the Honmoon reaches out to fix a cosmic error. Again, and again. No matter how many times it takes.

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    12 Nov 2025