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  1. Public Bookmark 36

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    Atsushi’s sunset eyes are wide and watery with panic, hands crumbling into fists where they cling to his pants, holding them up for dear life until his small knuckles turn white, lips trembling as if on the verge of a long wailing sob.

    The fear and terror that take up every inch of this small child’s body doesn’t make sense to Dazai, almost as if the boy no longer knows who Dazai is....

    It was reported that the ability user could revert people to a younger age…but they hadn’t heard any word about it also changing the mental mindset of the person as well…

     

    (Or: Atsushi gets de-aged into a child and it's up to Dazai to take care of him.)

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    07 Jan 2026

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    ❤️‍🩹

  2. Public Bookmark 11

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    In one universe, Nakajima Atsushi knows he is loved from the moment he wakes up on his birthday.
    In another universe, Atsushi’s birthday begins just the same as any other day.

    Atsushi's birthday across two universes - and the one constant between them.

    [Title from BIRDS OF A FEATHER by Billie Eilish]

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    05 Jan 2026

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    😭❤️‍🩹❤️

  3. Public Bookmark 5

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    If Junichiro doesn’t kill Atsushi, the Special Division will. They’ll do it ruthlessly, mercilessly, with no knowledge, or regard, for the person that Atsushi is. They’ll see a threat, and they’ll treat him like one.
    If Junichiro doesn’t kill Atsushi, his end will be cruel and drawn out at worst, or inconsequential at best.
    If Junichiro does kill Atsushi…
    They do start laughing then. The giggles bloom before they can stop them, bursting forth entirely devoid of life or humour. Utterly hysterical, irrefutably out of control.
    If Junichiro kills Atsushi, they’ll have to watch the light leave his eyes. They’ll have to see his face morph and curl up into a look of betrayal, or, even worse, smooth out to become resigned acceptance.
    If Junichiro kills Atsushi, they don’t know if they’ll survive it.

    To the world, Nakajima Atsushi is a liability, a threat to all that cross his path. He can't control the tiger that dwells within him, therefore he can't be trusted.

    To Junichiro, Atsushi is light and life itself.

    Written as part of the BSD Rarepair Exchange 2025!

    [Title from Winner by Conan Gray]

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    05 Jan 2026

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    porque tan triste 😭😭

  4. Public Bookmark 4

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    Junichirou wakes with the stomach flu in the middle of the night. Luckily, Atsushi is there to care for him, and maybe they make some promises along the way.

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    05 Jan 2026

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    que lindos

  5. Public Bookmark 58

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    Omegas aren’t supposed to bond with other omegas. Their pairing is seen as unnatural, something to be pitied or mocked. They’re expected to find strong alphas, to submit to the rigid rules that dictate their secondary genders.

     

    But Ryuunosuke has never followed the rules.

     

    And neither has Atsushi.

     

    For all the judgment they receive, for all the sneers and quiet whispers when they walk together in public, they fit together perfectly—two puzzle pieces that make sense only to each other.

     

    (Or: Atsushi and Ryuunosuke are used to being judged for their odd relationship, but when push comes to shove and Atsushi is threatened by a sleazy beta…well…it gets kinda bloody.)

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    05 Jan 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    "Haría cualquier cosa por Atsushi. Mataría por él. Moriría por él. Siempre será devoto de Atsushi Nakajima."
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    10/10 los amo