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    Shane bites his lip. “So what, uh, what are you wearing?”

    A never-ending beat of silence. Then: “What?”

    Shane facepalms. And then keeps his face hidden in his palm. The only reason he doesn’t press the phone against his chest so he could groan loudly is that he knows Rozanov would hear his heartbeat too clearly. He’s about to have a heart attack. Not that Shane is freaking out, but he is literally going to go outside to dig his grave with his own two hands.

    “Never mind,” he rushes to say, muffled against his hand, and he hangs up.

    Jesus fucking Christ.

    or: Shane can't stop thinking about being bad at sexting and figures out that maybe, just maybe, he's better at phone sex. The only way to figure it out is to try.

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    22 Apr 2026

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    The first time it happens is an accident.

    Every other time after that is not.

    or: Shane’s nails dig into Ilya’s back and leave eight perfect marks. It starts a dangerous game of leaving each other's bodies marked, and it only escalates over time.

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    22 Apr 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov never imagined he would be learning to play hockey at the age of 25, but when he sees an ad for a five-week course, he signs up.

    He ends up being the only adult in a line-up full of kids with dreams of going pro. That's not him - not anymore - yet something keeps him coming back each week: their coach, Shane Hollander.

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    22 Apr 2026

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    Late at night, early in the morning; it doesn’t matter. Regardless of the time, Shane is thinking: what would it be like? To always be of use.

    To strip his captain jersey and the control that comes with it, but not the responsibility.

    Sometimes—often, he lets himself imagine it. Whether he lets himself think about the feeling (to be needed like this, to be the only thing that can help Ilya find release and relief) or about something more palpable depends on the night.

    or: Shane just wants to be useful, at all times, not just on the ice.

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    21 Apr 2026

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    Once upon a really bad day, Ilya Rozanov decides to follow a set of steps to make himself feel better:

    1. Hold something cold
    2. Put on shoes and walk to the end of the street
    3. Put on one song that makes you feel something
    4. Write the three worst thoughts in your head and read them out loud
    5. Call someone and say “I need you to talk to me for five minutes”

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    21 Apr 2026