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    The first time they hooked up, Rozanov had kissed him before Shane got on his knees. They kissed with Scott Hunter in the room next-door. They kissed slowly and sweetly, on his apartment stairway, after Rozanov had taken his world apart and put him back together again. Even in that bathroom, where he felt as if the Russian was trampling on his bared soul, Rozanov had kissed him.

    So why was it different this time? What did he do wrong?

    Shane aches with how much he wants—needs the other man. There is a hollow numbness in his chest every time he thinks about those golden curls and ocean eyes, and he hates himself for wishing he could have more.

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    Wanting Hollander is dangerous, because Ilya is wanting more than he’s allowed to have. But Ilya keeps wanting more and more, because he is vain, selfish, undisciplined. He wants to have Hollander in his arms, sweet, warm, and gorgeous.

    And he will always regret it later, in the quiet moments that come in the aftermath, in the small and lingering ache that follows him once they are apart.

    Or: Shane spirals and avoids Ilya post-Vegas. Ilya chases after him, and they talk.

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    09 Feb 2026

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    After a stranger helps Neil recover from a panic attack, Neil feels attraction for the first time since he thought his mother beat it out of him.

    Andrew is the first person to have made Neil feel safe. Neil is the first person to have felt safe with Andrew. They fuck about it.

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    08 Feb 2026

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    Chimney’s face does something complicated. “You’re… roommates,” he repeats.

    Buck nods enthusiastically. “Yep. Roommates.”

    Hen doesn’t blink. “You’re holding hands because you’re roommates.”

    Ravi slowly stands up, still clutching his toast. “I have had roommates,” he says carefully, “and I have never held their hand.”

    Eddie’s eyes narrow. “That’s sad for you.”

     

    Or Eddie just wants to hold Buck's hand and everyone is being weird about it

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    08 Feb 2026

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    Sirius Black is a man plagued by many things—Azkaban, regret, cigarette ash on every surface of Grimmauld Place—but none torment him quite like the possibility that Severus Snape might wear lace under those endless layers of robes of his...

    It starts as a joke. But then he finds out.

    Not because Severus tells him outright. No, Seerus hints at it. Like he knew Sirius had been imagining it, after he had all but accused Severus of it earlier, and decided to punish him by never denying it, saying it is freeing even.

    Now Sirius can’t breathe right when he sees Severus. Can’t stop thinking about thigh-high stockings, garters, and the delicate drag of lace over sharp hips. Can’t stop wanting to ruin him—while being ruined himself. Because Severus doesn’t just wear it. He weaponizes it.

    And Sirius? Sirius falls apart for it. Over and over again.

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    08 Feb 2026

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    When he was seven years old, Shane Hollander was briefly lost at an airport. Luckily, the kindness of a stranger ensured he made it back to his parents safely, putting an end to a terrifying three hours for the Hollanders. It takes twenty years (and one heated rivalry) for Shane to learn the name of his rescuer. It takes twenty years for Ilya to learn his wish had already come true.

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    07 Feb 2026