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Under a Dark Star by Anonymous
Fandoms: Baldur's Gate (Video Games), Star Wars - All Media Types
17 May 2024
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"Resist all you can, pup. It will only make your inevitable surrender all the sweeter."
Foolhardy and desperate to prove yourself to the Jedi Council, you face the Sith lord Astarion Ancunín to bring him to justice. But can you resist the power of the Dark Side, or will you submit?
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10 Sep 2025
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How You Need To Be Loved by dancinbutterfly for eatingcroutons
Fandoms: Baldur's Gate (Video Games)
14 Feb 2024
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"Lift your head and look at me, Astarion. I need to see your eyes."
Astarion lifts his head and finds Halsin on the ground in front of him, tears on his broad face.
"Is this what you want? For me to hurt you? Like he did? Tell me the truth."
Astarion wishes he had compulsion. That made telling the truth so much easier.
"No, I hate it." He says, shakily because he doesn't want Halsin to cry over him and the truth is he hates this. He hates it with every fiber of his being.
But there's something more important than want. Astarion already hated Cazador but he will curse him to the Hells for eternity for this truth Cazador bred in him.
"But gods help me..." Astarion sobs because they haven't. They would never ever help Astarion Ancunín. "I need it."
Over the centuries of unrelenting abuse, Cazador changed something in Astarion, irrevocably. But Astarion will not allow any part of himself to belong to Cazador. Not even the parts Cazador created. Not anymore.
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08 Jul 2025
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After being abandoned by both Tav and the sunlight, Astarion makes a poorly thought out wish to Djinni and finds himself in the body of a toddler. Even though he’s (mostly) mentally sound, his new situation forces him to rely on his former traveling companions until he can find a way back to his old self. That is, assuming it’s even possible.
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08 Jul 2025
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les yeux d’la tête (i never give as much as i get) by NotesAppWitch
Fandoms: Baldur's Gate (Video Games)
22 Nov 2023
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“How does it make you feel,” Halsin says quietly, just for Astarion to hear, “Knowing he wanted you enough to act so uncivilized?”
“It makes me feel like I want you to ruin me before he can have me,” he breathes, fangs dragging along Halsin’s neck, leaving raised welts in their path.
Halsin sucks in a breath before crashing their lips together greedily. Halsin would kiss him for hours if Astarion let him, and sometimes Astarion does, indulging himself in feeling so utterly appreciated. Halsin’s tongue presses into his gasping mouth, immediately finding a fang to prick himself on. Blood mixes with spit and Astarion keens, nails digging into skin to anchor himself.
He has no idea if Gale is still out there or if he’s fled, but just the thought makes his heart race. Halsin’s hip stutter; and out of nowhere Astarion is being lifted and manhandled. With as much ease as Halsin hefted the stag, he lowers Astarion to the ground before laying back himself, urging him to straddle him.
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- Part 2 of if it's an eye for an eye then we all go blind (if it came to it would it you cross that line)
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08 Jul 2025
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He closed his eyes and tilted his head up, palms outstretched. The light glowed through his eyelids like embers.
If only he could get thoroughly ravished in the sunlight again.
“Hmm…”
Astarion brought his hands together in a familiar incantation. “Invisibilis.”Halsin and Astarion get creative about outdoor sex in the middle of the city.
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- Part 2 of love me like you love the sun
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11 May 2025