I_hate_this_world



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    Arthur and his knights, and Merlin, set out on a quest to find the last dragon lord. It’s a desperate last-ditch effort as they seek out the only hope they have for subduing the dragons rumored to have recently awakened.

    As their journey grows more dangerous Merlin’s magic becomes harder to hide.

    But Merlin isn’t the only one with a secret.

    (This is much more vampire themed than it sounds.)

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    25 Apr 2026

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    With Voldemort back, Harry returned to the Dursley house, and Sirius imprisoned ‘living’ at Grimmauld Place, Sirius decides to go check on his godson.

    And when he doesn’t like what he finds at Number Four Privet Drive, Sirius decides to do something else- tell Harry a fifteen year old secret and send him off the the United States to meet his biological father.

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    16 Apr 2026

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    Arnold’s point of view during the parts of the Light Novels we know you’re dying to read about (it may not be in order). We psychoanalyze Arnold and his thought process so you don’t have to (unless you want to that is).

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    04 Apr 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 71

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    Prince Theodore gets kidnapped. Between a shocking rescue and inadvertently building up a tolerance to suppressants, Rishe's heat gets triggered for the first time since her first loop. Panic ensues at the thought of reliving the old traumas of her heats like her days in Hermity. Some much conversation with Prince Arnold clears up some misunderstandings. Smut ensues.

    Takes place ambiguously sometime before the wedding. No spoilers until the last chapter, which briefly mentions a major plot point from LN6.

    Smut is in chapter 4, very easy to skip if you're reading for the plot part of the "Porn with Plot" tag (or skip directly to, if you're reading for the porn!). Rating is just to account for this chapter, the rest are far more tame (though still riveting).

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    01 Apr 2026

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    Merlin had failed. Despite all his efforts, Arthur had ended up dead in his arms on the shores of Avalon, so close to salvation. Surely, this could not be how their shared destiny was supposed to end? No, it was all Merlin’s fault—he had made all the wrong choices, misinterpreting prophecy after prophecy. If only he could go back and try again, now that he knew better, maybe he could right his wrongs. Maybe he— Oh. Maybe he could go back…

    Ignoring Kilgharrah’s protests about the impossibility of what he aimed to do, Merlin let all his power loose, becoming one with the fabric of the world and the magic he was born of. After following the bond he shared with Arthur through the winding paths of time, he finally emerged a decade into the past, having successfully seized a second chance to get this whole destiny thing right. Unfortunately, he would have to win Arthur’s trust all over again, seeing as Merlin was alone in remembering anything of the future he was hoping to change. Or…was he?

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    25 Mar 2026