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    The Balladeer ran colder than most. It wasn’t a choice; there was only so warm one’s skin could be without the presence of a heart pumping underneath. But despite the situation at hand, Scaramouche often found himself craving the heat from an exterior force.

     

    Aka scara hooks up with fatui agent reader and ends up learning some stuff about himself

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    22 Jan 2026

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    You ever get that feeling when you wake up in the hospital after being beaten senseless by your piece-of-shit dad because he found out that you dig chicks after reading your diary? And then you get put into a foster home with one of the most popular girls at your school, your childhood best friend who tried to commit suicide a year ago, and another girl who you end up getting the hots for?

    No? Just me?

    Ugh, well, whatever. It's not like you have to read this or anything.

    ~Natsuki

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    14 Nov 2021

    Bookmarker's Notes

    This story is one of my most favourite fanfics of all time, at points it feels like it is an actual novel and not stemming from a pre-existing source material.

    The way the author expanded on the characters from ddlc was so satisfying, in a way they felt like completely diffrent characters whilst still being loosely connected to the source material.

    But the best part is the story and relationships between characters. Everything feels so organic and very coming of age like, in fact something I would normally dislike (first person perspective) only proves to make this story even more personal intimate. It's something you feel you can relate to, very reminicent of stories such as I Am Not Okay With This and The Perks of Being a Wallflower (two of my favourite stories/tv shows). And the plot, oh my god, it's so fucking good. It kept me so engaged to see what would happen next and there were never any moments where I thought something would be predictable. That level of intruige kept me hooked the entire time on how things would develope onward.

    I reccomend this to anyone who can handle the darker themes tagged. 10/10