Im_Not_Sure_How_This_Human_Works



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    Shane Hollander invents Total Power Exchange out of his own beautiful mind. He and Ilya figure out what it means for Shane to belong to him completely.

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    31 May 2026

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    In the weeks leading up to Shane and Ilya’s wedding, Svetlana realizes a crucial guest is missing. What she originally believes to be a poorly timed trip to Russia actually turns into a rescue mission of sorts. Ilya can’t go back “Home” but, lucky for the both of them, Svetlana can.

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    22 May 2026

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    The days leading up to the Montreal game, before Shane gets concussed.

    Shane is preparing to ask Ilya something after the game.

    Ilya is preparing to end things after the same game.

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    From the inside, they are moving toward the same moment with completely different expectations.

    Shane steps onto the ice knowing exactly what he is about to ask.

    Ilya steps onto the ice knowing exactly what he is about to end.

    Neither of them has any idea what the other is about to do, and somewhere above it all, the Fates are watching with quiet, sadistic delight.

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    21 May 2026

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    Ilya had come to terms with the fact that Shane’s parents would never like him. He didn’t, however, know how to come to terms with the opposite.

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    18 May 2026

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    “Holy shit, Ilya! Can you belie-”

    “I’m coming to the cottage.”

    Shane’s heart stops beating. Everything goes blank. “Shane?”

    Shane realizes he hasn’t said anything for an awkwardly long period of time. He clears his throat and tries to remember any words in any language. “When?”

    “When do you want me?” Ilya’s voice is soft and rumbly, hesitant in a way that Shane isn’t used to hearing from the usually confident alpha. Shane can’t believe his ears.

    Always, his traitorous mind supplies. I want you always. “Next week?” he says instead. He’d planned to have his heat in July, but with a ticking doomsday clock looming over Shane, he’s not sure he can wait that long. Even if it means telling Ilya the truth. Even if it means Ilya leaves him for good. All he knows is he needs to see Ilya as soon as possible, hold him in his arms and fill his lungs with his scent.

    Ilya releases a breath. “Okay. Next week.”

     

    aka Shane is accidentally pregnant and decides to get an abortion while he and Ilya are at the cottage, but first he needs to *tell* Ilya.

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    03 May 2026