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    Shane doesn’t realize he’s braced for silent eyes until he feels the absence of it — the weight of teammates immediately finding him and going quiet, waiting for him to fuck up, to say the wrong thing, to exist wrong. He expects the chatter of a room to drop when he enters and its disconcerting to find it doesn't yet in Ottawa.

    He stands at the entrance a beat too long.

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    It’s the start of Shane Hollander’s first season in Ottawa and he should be settled. The Centaurs are friendly, the room is easy, and Ilya is finally close enough to touch. But, as Shane is intimately aware of, old habits learned the hard way will linger.

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    25 Feb 2026

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    It’s been 6 months since Shane Hollander was rejected by Ilya Rozanov in an ice rink in Sochi. Shane’s bruised ego has pushed him to resent Ilya. So, when Rozanov propositions him in a backstage bathroom, Shane takes the opportunity to tell Rozanov to go fuck himself.

    Shane is proud of himself for giving Rozanov a taste of his own medicine, but it doesn’t quiet the turmoil he feels from his continued attraction to the Russian man.

    When Shane steps out of the after party to get some air and finds Rozanov with a black eye and busted lip, any resolve to stay away from him is gone. Shane finds himself right back in the hurricane that is Ilya Rozanov, and seeing a side to him that he didn’t know existed.

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    Alternative scene where Shane rejects Ilya in the Vegas bathroom, only to find himself wiping blood from his face later and asking who was responsible.

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    25 Feb 2026

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    Shane comes down the hall, hands shoved in his pockets, making eyes at Ilya that beg "please behave" and behind him is Rose Fucking Landry. The actress. The woman Ilya had seen in the club, her hand up Shane's shirt. The woman Shane had fucked. Twice.

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    25 Feb 2026

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    Comeau steals Shane's phone in the locker room and sees something he shouldn't. As does all the press.

    (Takes place while Shane is dating Rose)

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    25 Feb 2026

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    “Jackie?” Shane’s question cuts through the silence, and Jackie winces at the frantic rasp of his voice.

    “Right here, honey.” She tries to keep her voice light, wrapping her hand around Hayden’s wrist and meeting his worried gaze over the phone. “What’s going on?”

    “I need your help.” Shane croaks out. “They called, but they won’t - I need to know if he’s okay, but they won’t tell me.” The end of his sentence disappears in something so close to a sob it makes something in Jackie’s chest freeze over.

     

     

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