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    "You are doing this on purpose," Ilya accused.

    Shane looked up, perfectly innocent. "Doing what on purpose?"

    "The—" Ilya gestured. "This. The—the organizing."

    "The organizing that I do. Every Thursday. Like I have for the entire time we've been together."

    "You know what you're doing."

    Shane's lips twitched. Just barely. But Ilya saw it. "I'm folding a hoodie."

    BREAKING: Local man gets pavlov'd by the KonMari method, more at 11.

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    01 Mar 2026

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    The healing journey of Ilya Rozanov after his agency is ripped away.
    (Including the story of Hayden Pike)
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    After being drugged and raped by fans, Ilya struggles to feel safe again, even when surrounded by people who would never hurt him. Despite it all, Ilya heals with his support system made up of friends, and his new family, including Hayden, one man who understands what it is to have agency taken by force.

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    01 Mar 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 77

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    My entries for Love Is a Contact Sport, the 2026 Valentine's Day event by the Heated Rivalry Jumbotron server.
    These fics are all unrelated.

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    01 Mar 2026

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    “What is this ‘ball and chain’?” Ilya frowned.

    Ilya's teammate grinned. “Wife. Girlfriend. Nagging you. Controlling. No fun allowed.”

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    01 Mar 2026

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    Wiebe could tell he was wearing Ilya down, but he still looked nervous. "Ilya," Ilya stilled. To his team he was always Rozanov or Roz or Rozy, never Ilya. "You're our guy. There's nobody I'd rather be our captain, to lead this team to another Stanley Cup. It's clear you don't like the guy, but we both know how good this could be."

    Ilya jerked his head in a nod. "We will destroy everyone, this is true." Wiebe seemed satisfied. Ilya stood to leave and delivered one last look at Wiebe "But I do not have to be happy about it."

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    Shane and Ilya are estranged for years after Tuna Meltdown. Then Shane confuses everyone by signing with the Raiders.

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    28 Feb 2026

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    Kent’s arm slams against a locker, body angling until he’s blocking the exit. “What, you’re suddenly too good for us?”

    Shane is fucking tired. It was bad enough dealing with snide remarks all game and his shoulder still twinges from a suspect slam into the boards. The last thing he wants to deal with is a belligerent Dallas Kent. “Try scoring a goal next time and I might change my mind.”

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    The world ends. Somehow, Shane has to keep going.

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    27 Feb 2026

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    A series of social media/epistolary fic exploring the world Shane and Ilya live in post The Long Game. Written before Unrivaled!

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    26 Feb 2026

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    Shane doesn’t realize he’s braced for silent eyes until he feels the absence of it — the weight of teammates immediately finding him and going quiet, waiting for him to fuck up, to say the wrong thing, to exist wrong. He expects the chatter of a room to drop when he enters and its disconcerting to find it doesn't yet in Ottawa.

    He stands at the entrance a beat too long.

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    It’s the start of Shane Hollander’s first season in Ottawa and he should be settled. The Centaurs are friendly, the room is easy, and Ilya is finally close enough to touch. But, as Shane is intimately aware of, old habits learned the hard way will linger.

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    25 Feb 2026

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    It’s been 6 months since Shane Hollander was rejected by Ilya Rozanov in an ice rink in Sochi. Shane’s bruised ego has pushed him to resent Ilya. So, when Rozanov propositions him in a backstage bathroom, Shane takes the opportunity to tell Rozanov to go fuck himself.

    Shane is proud of himself for giving Rozanov a taste of his own medicine, but it doesn’t quiet the turmoil he feels from his continued attraction to the Russian man.

    When Shane steps out of the after party to get some air and finds Rozanov with a black eye and busted lip, any resolve to stay away from him is gone. Shane finds himself right back in the hurricane that is Ilya Rozanov, and seeing a side to him that he didn’t know existed.

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    Alternative scene where Shane rejects Ilya in the Vegas bathroom, only to find himself wiping blood from his face later and asking who was responsible.

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    25 Feb 2026

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    Shane comes down the hall, hands shoved in his pockets, making eyes at Ilya that beg "please behave" and behind him is Rose Fucking Landry. The actress. The woman Ilya had seen in the club, her hand up Shane's shirt. The woman Shane had fucked. Twice.

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    25 Feb 2026

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    Comeau steals Shane's phone in the locker room and sees something he shouldn't. As does all the press.

    (Takes place while Shane is dating Rose)

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    25 Feb 2026

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    “Jackie?” Shane’s question cuts through the silence, and Jackie winces at the frantic rasp of his voice.

    “Right here, honey.” She tries to keep her voice light, wrapping her hand around Hayden’s wrist and meeting his worried gaze over the phone. “What’s going on?”

    “I need your help.” Shane croaks out. “They called, but they won’t - I need to know if he’s okay, but they won’t tell me.” The end of his sentence disappears in something so close to a sob it makes something in Jackie’s chest freeze over.

     

     

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    24 Feb 2026

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    Dunkin’ Donuts puts Ilya in an ad campaign. Tim Horton’s responds in kind. After years of on-ice rivalry, this might actually be the thing that causes the hottest point of contention.

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    24 Feb 2026

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    When Shane learns that Ilya's plane has crashed and he doesn't even know who Ilya's emergency contact is or if Ilya's alive, he has a stunning realization that Ilya dying without anyone knowing what they are to one another would be a torment.

    Ilya is injured in the plane crash, Shane does a lot of coming out.

    “I love you,” says Shane, “I love you so fucking much, Ilya. And when you’re less loopy, I think we need to talk about how the stupid plan doesn’t work anymore.”
    Ilya’s mostly out of it by now, but he snorts, “Hollander wants to deviate from plan? Must be very serious for me, yes?”
    “You’re going to be fine.” Shane can’t even entertain the possibility of anything else, “Go to sleep.”

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    24 Feb 2026

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    24 Feb 2026

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    It only took basically a decade but Shane finally has Ilya in every aspect. He should be celebrating and enjoying it, should be focused on slotting into his new team in Ottawa. Instead he's watching the news cycle with bated breath, waiting for the inevitable moment that his name pops up alongside words like "victim" and "Dallas Kent."

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    23 Feb 2026

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    Shane let out a long keen, desperate to come. “Shhh. You are okay moya lyubov. You will get what you want soon. But I think you can do that at least one more time for me.” Ilya whispered into Shane’s ear, eliciting a shudder along with another whine. He was about to grab the toy again when he heard a noise from outside the bedroom. Shane wasn’t facing him, but the stillness that came over his body made it apparent that he felt Ilya’s unease. “Shhh.” Ilya shushed once more, just to let Shane know he was still there.

    The light sound of distant footsteps was barely audible through the closed door. Ilya hoped he was overreacting. That he was mistaken. Something told him he wasn’t.

    ........
    The last bit of rope had just snapped when the BANG of the bedroom door opening stole his attention.

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    A night alone in Boston, Ilya has Shane exactly where he wants him. Tied up and laid out all for him.

    A break in interrupts their plans and catches them at their most vulnerable - putting both Ilya and Shane in harms way.

    In the aftermath, the two try and recover together and navigate the world finding out their secret through one of the worst nights of their lives.

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    23 Feb 2026

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    Scenes from TLG I felt deserved to be explored more. Fics can be read seperate from each other.

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    23 Feb 2026

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    23 Feb 2026

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    hollanov’s third 🧚
    @hollanovoodoo

    so….did anyone see the way shane had to be held back on the bench when ilya got hit…i don’t think i’ve ever seen him that mad….

    wanda v
    @hellorhighwater

    montreal’s really done it now i hope they’re scared for their lives

    reagan 𓂀
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    his face when the refs called double minor….i fear we’re gonna see a shane hollander we’ve NEVER seen before in the last period

    Or, Shane Hollander plays Montreal for the first time since becoming a Centaur. It goes about as well as he expects.

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    23 Feb 2026

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