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    With blurry eyes, he looks towards the other end of the room where the other boys are sat, lounging on the sofas, distracted by their phones of a book or simply fast asleep. His mouth hangs open, spit dripping from his tingling lips- he tries to call for help but all that comes out is a strangled gurgle. He needs help.

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    13 Sep 2025

  2. Public Bookmark 43

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    Chan's slight food problem (not an eating disorder, thank you very much) reaches a new low. Somehow, drinking water ends up being his downfall.

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    13 Sep 2025

  3. Public Bookmark 86

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    Felix breaks up with his boyfriend and asks his roommate to cuddle him through the night. Chan makes a mess.

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    06 Sep 2025

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    "F-fuck." He groans out as the thumping drowns out any other noise that might have seeped through the walls. The pain is horrible, but it will pass. It always does. The tears begin to fall silently as he rocks back and forth in the bed, trying to dull it—help it.

    Seungmin wasn't always like this. These constant drops didn't happen. He knows what could fix it. He knows that this pain is a choice that he willingly put himself into. It keeps him safe. It is his protection.

    He was classified as a sub at the age of 20. Subs have a need to be put into a headspace, usually referred to as subspace, somewhat regularly to keep these drops from happening. To keep them healthy. Seungmin now chooses not to be put into subspace. Not anymore.

    If he were allowing a dom to put him in subspace, he wouldn't have to deal with this pain, but this is pain he has control over. He is inflicting this on himself. He knows what to expect. He knows what it does to him. He would rather this control than that fear.

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    It was too soon. He wasn’t supposed to go into heat.

    Seungmin squeezed his eyes shut and tried to will it away. Not now. Not tonight. Not while Felix was already deep into his own heat. He didn’t want to be the reason everything shifted. Everyone was already doing so much. They were already taking care of someone. Felix needed them more than he did.

    If he took the suppressants now, his heat might not hit fully. He could go to work tomorrow, get through the week, and no one would ever have to know. It was the right thing to do.

    It was an easy choice to make.
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    or: felix and seungmin go into heat at the same time. felix tells everyone. seungmin tells no one. he also doesn't tell them he's sick.

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    21 Aug 2025