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17 Feb 2026
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What was the importance of a soulmate, to someone without a soul? If Dean swore this version of Sam was not his brother, despite all the evidence, then why continue to act like he was?
“You don’t have to protect me anymore.” Sam said, matter of fact.
Broad shoulders went still, Dean’s back rigid and stiff. “Yes I do.”
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Tucked away in the bathroom that morning, Sam resolved he still couldn’t fully recognize himself. He practiced a smile in the mirror, squinted his eyes and scrunched his nose, the way he naturally used to.
With everything stripped away, no sense of self, Sam realized that there was nothing else left inside.
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TLDR; Sam sees the world a little differently without a soul.
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16 Feb 2026
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After Charlie's death and a bad hunt Sam gives up. He makes a decision that changes everything.
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“Your brother has yet again done something with drastic cosmic consequences.” Sam squeezed his eyes shut, unwilling to see the hatred and disappointment on Dean’s face. “Samuel.” Death called and he couldn’t have rejected the request if he’d tried. “You would give up all that you have worked so hard to accomplish, all that you are, and live a subservient life instead?” Sam swallowed thickly, blinking rapidly as he tried to figure out how to say what he needed to say.“If it means none of my mistakes happen, all of those lives saved,” Sam couldn’t stop his eyes from darting to Dean once but was taken aback by the stricken look on his face. “Of course I would.” He turned back to Death who was gazing at him like a bug under a microscope. He guessed that’s what he really was to something as powerful as Death. The horseman nodded once as he stood.
“Very well."
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11 Feb 2026
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一个有点虐心的小故事，火葬场风味，大概有十多章。
标题来源于拉娜徳雷的一句歌词Bookmarked by Kandilyn
02 Feb 2026
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He clenches his hands into fists. He clenches his jaw harder, because the howl of despair and misunderstanding is about to break. Because what the hell is going on here?! I wanted to scream obscenities, suddenly hit this once-beloved face, just to erase this strange smile, thin and neat, too perfect. It's too sharp, and you'll cut yourself a little more. And Dean cuts himself on it. Yes, he can't help but look. He can't help but try to figure out what kind of familiar stranger is standing in front of him.
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02 Feb 2026