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    “He paid you off,” Aizawa realises, a sick feeling rising in his throat. “Endeavour, he’s paying to cover this up.”

    “I am not to disclose any information regarding the case anymore. The Hero Commission is shutting down any false reports-“

    Aizawa stops listening, mind quickly processing all the information. Endeavour is bribing the Police to ignore the incident and to abandon the developing child abuse case, and the Hero Commission is supporting him?

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    21 May 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 18

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    Nicky Hemmick was used to being one of the "normal" foxes. Then, some people from his past show up and they're looking to blow open the dark history of the camp Nicky once went to. Now his secrets are aired out and NIcky doesn't seem so normal anymore.

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    19 May 2026

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    He was going to watch her find the two seconds of nothingness.

    And he was going to want it. He was going to need it.

    He was tired of fighting. He was so unbelievably tired of being strong, of being good, of taking the punishment and hoping that someone, someday, would decide he was worthy of forgiveness, of love.

    Bobby didn't want him back at the 118. Eddie wouldn't look at him. His parents had never loved him.

    I wish I could say I feel nothing, Buck thought, a tear finally slipping through his fingers and dropping onto his jeans. But I feel everything.

    He sat in the darkness of the loft, listening to the shower run, waiting for the ticking clock to strike zero.

    He was going to relapse tonight. He had already made the choice. Now, it was just a matter of waiting for the moment to arrive.

    Or,

    Buck has been sober for six years, during the lawsuit, Buck relapses.

    😭🥹💔💊

    [You don't need to watch Euphoria to read this, based in the 911 universe, will have enough context about Rue to understand.]

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    18 May 2026

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    “Can we call someone for you?” the man asked. “A friend, a spouse?”

    Buck thought of Eddie. Hen. Chimney. Bobby. He thought of them all out to dinner together at this very moment while he bled in an alley. He thought of the silence, the coldness, the looks he’d been getting from them since getting back to work.

    He wouldn't have hesitated for a second to call Eddie just a few months ago.

    He swallowed hard, looking back up. “No. There’s no one to call. Thanks.”

    “Are you sure? You’re bleeding,” the woman pointed at her own lip, as if Buck was unaware he was bleeding from his.

    “Yeah. I’m sure.”

     

    OR: Buck is on the outs with his team after dropping the lawsuit and coming back to work. A night out with a couple guys from B-shift changes everything.

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    17 May 2026

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    Deep down, he knows he bears some responsibility. He knows the lawsuit was a step too far, but he didn’t know what else he was supposed to do. Bobby refused to let him back or at least hear him out, and no one else was willing to listen. His medical bills and rent were beginning to stack up, and his department disability pay had stopped when they declared him fit for active duty.

    He needed his job, his family.

    Now, he has neither.

    He has an empty, cold apartment with sparse furniture, rusty, leaky pipes, and a singular window that struggles to keep out the cool night air. His neighbors blare music at all hours of the day. The cold aggravates his leg, the muscles tense beneath his skin, and the music stops him from sleeping — so do the nightmares. Buck’s fridge has been empty for days.

    Despite the music that pulses through his apartment, the walls shaking, the silence all but swallows him. It consumes him, chokes him, and he lets it.

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    OR, The fight at the grocery store has unintended consequences for both Buck and Eddie.

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    16 May 2026