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    In limbo after Sam goes to Stanford and John heads out on a solo hunt, and short on cash, Dean takes a job that just may be more dangerous than the one he already has: crab fishing in the Bering Sea. This is not quite a crossover with "Deadliest Catch," but borderline.

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    30 Mar 2026

  2. Rec 96

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    A lot of things went wrong that day, and, I guess, not a lot of things have gone right since that day. It was the beginning of the end for me. A part of me died that night and the rest felt like it died in the weeks and months that followed  

     
    Dean Winchester doesn't remember the week before he woke up in a hospital with a tube down his throat. He doesn't know what happened and no one will tell him. The doctor, instead, insists that he needs time to remember, insists that healing shouldn't be rushed. And, insists that this needs to be done somewhere that isn't at home.

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    Psychiatric Facility AU, where Cas and Dean help each other heal and remember what it means to really live.
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    To be honest, I think I just so desperately needed them to go to therapy that I wrote it myself.

     

    Now Complete

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    26 Feb 2026

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    absolutely stunning, gives me hope while i myself am hospitalized ❤️‍🩹

  3. Rec *

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    Sure, Dean’s cursed to die—cursed to have his breath stolen from him—on his twenty-fourth birthday. Uh-huh, thanks for that, Mom. Some real Rapunzel bullshit, there.

    But here’s the thing: Dean’s a hunter. He’s got iron around his neck, jade on his wrists, and Latin on his tongue. Ain’t no fucking curse gonna take him and then move on to Sammy after.

    He doesn’t expect that his curse has a name.

    But what kind of name is ‘Castiel,’ anyway?

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    22 Jan 2026

  4. Rec *

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    Dean's always loved books.

    (OR: You know how Dean Winchester is an autodidact who built an EMF machine out of a Walkman, got his GED just because, knows the difference and nuances in Vonnegut's works, is good at strategy and LARPs, easily references Tolstoy and ancient Greek fables, has a favorite Zeppelin song that's about a book, and has a huge pop culture knowledge base because he soaks up everything like a sponge? Me too. And you know how Supernatural usually wants us to pretend that's not true? Yeah ... how about fuck that?

    A #DeanStudies fic that proposes Dean has an interior life, a brain in his head, and the urge to do better. Oh and, of course, it fixes the finale!)

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    18 Jan 2026

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    It’s September 18, 2008. Castiel is being deployed to rescue Dean Winchester from Hell.

    He lands in Dean Winchester’s motel room in 2003. Things go from there.

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    16 Jan 2026