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    Ilya knew his husband was beautiful, ethereal, a mystic being who probably appeared once in a century to tempt weak mortal men like him. People may call him whipped or lovesick, and they would be right, but it wasn't without reason; after all, it's not paranoia if they're really out to get you.

    And Ilya never backed down from a fight, even if the fight involved half of the internet.

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    17 Mar 2026

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    Shane Hollander knows he’s not the easiest person to love.

    As Ottawa’s captain, he’s busy. He’s particular. But he manages it. He’s always managed it. Shane makes sure his anxiety never becomes anyone else’s problem.

    And he’s lucky—his boyfriend Clayton is willing to put up with him just fine.

    Clayton isn’t always perfect, but he’s a great guy. Shane knows how lucky he is to have someone like him.

    Even if it hurts sometimes.

    Ilya Rozanov has just been drafted, and he’s ready to prove to the league that it’s his year. He’s played against Shane Hollander for years. He knows exactly how good Ottawa’s captain is on the ice.

    But the more Ilya sees of Shane off the ice, the more something starts to feel wrong.

    Because Shane Hollander might be the perfect captain.

    But his life doesn’t look anything like Ilya imagined.

    And seriously—who the fuck is Clayton?
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    Or, Shane thinks he's hard to love. Ilya violently disagrees.

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    17 Mar 2026

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    “Fine, you really want to know? Hayden and I hooked up in 2014. You know what else happened in 2014? You ignoring me for six months, discarding me like I was dispensable and not worth more than a quick fuck! That’s what fucking happened!”

     

    Ilya feels the ground give out from under his feet. His mind is like a broken record, repeating the phrase “Hayden and I hooked up” over and over again, cutting deeper each time, cracks appearing all over his impeccable armour. He catches onto the last part, how Shane thought he was “dispensable” and “not worth more than a quick fuck” and his armour shatters completely, the remains catching on fire and spreading through his body like a forest fire, incinerating everything in its wake.

     

    Or: Shane sleeps with Hayden. Ilya finds out.

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    16 Mar 2026

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    5 times Ilya makes a sex joke in the Centaurs group chat + 1 time Shane does

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    15 Mar 2026

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    Ilya thinks he’s being a good friend to Troy when he gets Troy to confess his crush to him. But when the crush turns out to be Shane, HIS Shane, he does the most stupid thing he could possibly do. He gives Troy Shane’s number.

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    13 Mar 2026