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heaven can wait by garagepaperback
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
21 Jan 2026
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The tattoo is so big. Shane doesn’t know if he likes it or not, is only just beginning to understand that this means forever.
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12 Feb 2026
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Sometimes Shane has these dreams where he’s stuck in the jaw of a soft-toothed bear. The bear drops him and his ribs crack or the bear keeps holding him and his ribs crack—no matter what the bear does, his ribs always crack. It sounds just like it does to slam up against the boards, feels unlike anything Shane’s ever known his body to be capable of feeling.
Sometimes Shane has an awful dream where Rozanov fucks him in a way that—it can’t be real, it isn’t. He looks ridiculous, divine, he feels that way inside of Shane. He says what he means. He kisses Shane until his lungs are empty, til his chest is full. His ribs crack.
insane work omg oh my god
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icarus by garagepaperback
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
05 Jan 2026
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It wont come out.
Ilya is one of the last left in the locker room. Gear half-stripped, gloves off but he’s still clumsy wrestling with his phone on the bench.
What do u mean
No question mark, just the blunted grammar that he usually corrects, brushing right past a come on or suck up to insist Ilya shouldn't know that word. He all the time ignores the effort Ilya puts in, the ways he tries and tries, how he’s getting better. When Hollander responds with barely a three second delay, Ilya misses the criticism.
It won't. Come out.
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12 Feb 2026
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Hollander’s house is very warm. There is a lot Ilya now holds that will take years of careful untangling to keep.
good god
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chisel between my cheekbones by garagepaperback
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
27 Jan 2026
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“I want to know about Mexico. And your nervous blowjob in LA.”
“Like,” Shane said, blinking like he hadn't understood immediately, “you want me to tell you what happened?”
“No.” Ilya’s fingers knit in a loose cradle behind his head, elbows bent out wide, making a big show of him against the headboard. Of his chest. Shane's eyes dipped and came back up shining. “You will show me.”
Shane laughed. Like he was nervous again. He got the way he always got in front of something he badly wanted and knew he shouldn't: played shy. Looked away. Squirmed until want swelled into need.
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12 Feb 2026
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Careless the way someone would be if he didn't understand the whole universe was right in front of him. Tender. Just asking to be devoured.
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love and lust (wanna be yours) by blankjournals
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
06 Feb 2026
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“You really wouldn’t mind if I had sex with someone else?”
Ilya does mind. Hearing it said back to him, almost makes him flinch, a sudden and brittle sound right next to his ear that he fails to recoil from in time. But he swallows back the bitter truth and replies, “Of course not. If that is what you want.”
He waits, sitting on his living room couch, phone pressed painfully against his ear, his other hand gripping his knees till his knuckles blanched. He could feel his own heart rattling behind his ribs, pulse rockingloudly. His mind was an echo of alarm, demanding of him: Why isn't Shane saying anything?
It was the loudest silence he’s ever lived through, until Shane finally said, “Okay.”
OR: inspired by the fight in TLG where Ilya tells Shane he can sleep with other men. But this time, Shane actually takes the offer.
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- Part 1 of missing scenes from TLG 📖
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11 Feb 2026
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“There’s a trend going on in the comments,” Connors explains. “#RobotShane.”
“Robot?” Ilya repeats, confused.
“Because he’s so stiff in interviews. Like a machine.”
“And this is funny?”
“Oh, come on,” Cliff says, exasperated. “I know you and Shane are friends now, or whatever, since you started the charity -”
“Listen to this!” Connors interrupts. “‘#RobotShane would probably be a lot less stiff if he spent more of his off-time getting stiff.’”
Everyone laughs again, as if they’ve just heard a particularly hilarious joke, rather than a Youtube comment most likely written by a twelve-year-old.
“Do we think Shane even knows what sex is?” St-Simon snickers. “He probably just powers down in a corner in between games.”
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10 Feb 2026
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. He can’t stop staring at Shane. Does he even know? Can he comprehend what it does to Ilya, when he offers himself so freely, without expecting anything in return? Like his body just belongs to Ilya, and Ilya doesn’t even have to ask -