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    "Rozy," Brian, the team doctor says, "talk to me, buddy. That puck clipped you pretty good, how’s the pain?"

    Ilya blinks. He clenches his jaw against a wave of nausea. He rests his cheek on the ice, and the cold helps a little.

    "Bad. Very bad." He swallows. "Is Shane here?"

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    or, in the final MTL/BOS game of the year, ilya takes a puck to the head.

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  2. Public Bookmark 76

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    A Rozanov like Grigori or Alexei commands attention. Inspires respect. Shows competency and strength in the face of adversity. Doesn’t shy away from agressivity or ambition or ruthlessness.
    On the ice, Ilya manages to attain that ideal. Off it, not so much.
    “Но тут я слышу о скандале в Америке,” (“But then, I hear about a scandal in America,”) continues Grigori in a measured tone. Deliberately casual. “О вас.” (“About you.”)
    Ilya juts his chin stubbornly, holding his head as high as his father’s. He can’t show shame. He can’t broadcast such weakness when it’s exactly what Grigori expects of him. But no matter how hard Ilya tries, the man smells it like a shark smells blood, and his teeth always find their mark.

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    Ilya gets caught in a twisted relationship with one of the Boston Raiders' assistant coaches right after immigrating from Russia at 18 years old. This delays, complicates and somehow simplifies his future relationship with Shane Hollander.

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    Shane never got hurt during the game after Ilya’s father died and Ilya went through with breaking things off with Shane. Three months after their relationship fell apart, Shane found out that he was six months pregnant.

    Five years later, Shane is balancing hockey and a major secret and Ilya moves to the Ottawa Centaurs after several unsuccessful seasons with Boston. Neither of them are ready for how much a chance encounter at a hockey rink is going to change everything.

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    The Hollanov secret baby fic that no one asked for but I am legally obligated to provide

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    In an AU where Vancouver gets the 1st draft pick, Ilya Rozanov is forced to overcome the hurdle that is living in BC before you turn 19. Luckily, he forced a certain Canadian to give him his phone number when they met at the International Prospect cup in Saskatchewan, and now Ilya has someone to help him get used to life in Canada.

    OR Ilya Rozanov vs Canadian culture shocks

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    This fic will discuss mental health, eating disorders, and self-harm. If this is not a good fic for you, please don't read! There will be no graphic depictions of self-harm, but references to scars and some references to child abuse.

    Scars on a hockey player weren’t rare; they were actually quite common, from fights on the ice to drunken mishaps. However, Ilya Rosanov had more than most. Ilya was the walking poster board for daddy issues and good old fashion russian discipline. When he first started with Boston, he would flinch ever so slightly when one of the older guys clapped him on the back too hard; a few scars were too perfect, too round, and too structured cigarette burns; they littered his body.

    OR 5 times people who love Ilya Rozanov realize he's self-harming, and 1 time he tells them

    Chapter 1- Cliff Marlow
    Chapter 2 - Svetlana Vetrovaz
    Chapter 3 - Shane Hollander
    Chapter 4 - David and Yuna

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