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  1. Public Bookmark 16

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    “We could have sex!” Dazai excitedly exclaimed – and got punched in the stomach immediately after.

    “How the hell is that ‘appropriate’?!” Chuuya shot Dazai a murderous glare, scolding himself in his head for even considering that the idiot could have anything interesting to say for once.
     
    “Well, I could have asked if you wanted to fuck. That would be inappropriate,” Dazai tried to justify, holding his stomach with his arms as the jab was still spreading through his body.

    “That's not any fucking better…” Chuuya raised his eyebrows, unimpressed. 

    Silence fell in the room for a while, Dazai's eyes wandering around while his legs swung from the couch, but unable to stay patient he had to speak up. “So?” Dazai turned to Chuuya, looking at him expectantly. “Wanna–”

    “Absolutely not.” (They fucked anyway)

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    Or: Soukoku works at ADA and get locked together in one room to bond

    Or: Chuuya realizes he's basically in a committed relationship with Dazai, they have sex + skk relationship reveal :3

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    08 Feb 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 38

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    Dazai and Chuuya have danced around each other for years—partners, rivals, and something far more dangerous in the spaces between; where tension sharpens into something neither names.

    Dazai has always kept strict, disciplined control over himself: his image, his reactions, his body.
    Especially his body.

    But when Chuuya finally pushes for more, the fragile balance between them snaps, leaving behind a fight neither knows how to undo. Forced together on a mission before the dust can settle, something in Dazai shifts—small things at first, subtle slips in composure Chuuya can’t quite ignore.

    The closer they’re pushed, the harder it becomes for Dazai to maintain the control he’s relied on for years. And as the edges of his carefully managed restraint begin to fray, so do the secrets he’s fought to keep buried.

    Some truths can be suppressed… but not forever.

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    02 Feb 2026

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    "You’ll what?”

    “You heard what I said, shitty Dazai. He doesn’t want you. Not a single one of them does, but I do. So you’re going to fucking stay here, because you don’t get to leave me again.”

    “I’m not participating in this weird ass fantasy where we spend the rest of our lives together. I’m not him and you know it,” Dazai bites out, renewing his efforts to get out of his bindings.

    Nakahara’s hand shoots out to pin him against the couch and stop his movements. “I know. Of course, I know that. But he owed me, and now he's fucking dead so you’re the one that’s going to pay on that debt. So, I am going to fucking keep you and when the times comes, I’m going to be the one kill you. You don’t have anything waiting for you out there, and you know it.”

    Finally, Dazai stills. He tries to formulate a response, but he's not stupid, and there's no denying the truth. Slowly, he nods, and from above him, Nakahara grins.

    toxic skk situationship breakup + ada distancing themselves + beast chuuya being pulled in from his world = dazai, desperate for some sort of affection, and finding it in the absolute worst way possible

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    27 Oct 2025

  4. Public Bookmark 13

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    Dazai and chuuyas journey after hybrid school and the challenges they face..

     

    Chapter 1 out now

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    27 Oct 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 47

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    “Are we in an abusive relationship ?”
    Dazai often manages to take Chuuya by surprise, but this one ? This one probably took the cake.
    “I’m sorry, what the fuck ?”
    “I mean, we’re in a relationship.” The way he says it, so matter-of-factly, brings Chuuya’s incoming rant to an immediate stop.
    From an external point of view, the situation must be pretty comical.
    They stare at each other in disbelief. Chuuya's completely at loss here, because…
    “Dazai… We’re… We’re not in a relationship.”

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    18 Sep 2025