NotMeShawn



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    That was how he found himself spread out on the bed in their house, naked except for Ilya's jersey. Shane could practically feel the weight of the last name on his shoulderblades, burning itself into his back like a brand. He'd forever be known as Ilya's. Just the thought of that made Shane so hard he could barely breathe, let alone think clearly.

    Shane: Are you coming home?
    Ilya: no
    Shane: But I have a surprise for you.
    Ilya: sex surprise?
    Shane: That depends on how fast you get home.

    or, Shane lets a long-time forbidden fantasy come true.

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    Basically Ilya goes into rut while playing and Shane helps him.

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    "Shane?" He goes for the hand on the shoulder. Shane's skin is blazing against his own clammy palm.

    With a whimper, Shane says, "Alpha?"

    "No—not alpha." Fuck, that's what he should do. "It's Hayden, Shane. Do you have an alpha I can call for you?"

    Or Hayden Pike finds Shane at the beginning of his heat and has to call Lily for help.

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    Shane did everything to pretend like he wasn’t Omega. He took suppressants, ignored questions about it in interviews, and brushed off sexist comments from teammates and opponents alike. He just wants to play hockey, not be some sort of representation pioneer.

    Ilya makes pretending pretty difficult.

    When Shane's suppressants fail, he resigns himself to missing his hockey game and missing Ilya. Except his- no, the Alpha won't have it and insists on helping him through, no matter how long it takes.

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    "The hotel," Ilya repeated in a flat tone, cupping under Shane's jaw. "What hotel?"

    "Uh," Shane replied again, because he had no fucking clue. "I just need to not be here."

    "Hollander," Ilya said firmly, squeezing his chin. Shane melted, just a bit, but he tried to remain determined when he started to look for his shorts. Ilya's hand didn't allow for much movement though, his head unable to turn. "Shane, tell me now. Are you going into heat?"

    or the one where ilya calling shane by his first name sends him into heat

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