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Buck has always been distant with the others but what if he meets someone who will change that mindset.
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26 Jan 2026
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After rehabbing his injuries and putting in a lot of work, Buck is ready to go back to the 118. He wants to go back to work, and be back with his family. But his return takes more work than he thought it would, and people aren't as happy to see him as he was expecting, which makes the return a lot harder to deal with than he thought it would be. As things pile on and his support system shrinks, Buck finds himself wondering if it's all worth it and what he should do.
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26 Jan 2026
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Evan Buckley grew up with one understanding; he wasn’t of value unless he was hurt. That belief fueled all his actions, and turned him into the reckless firefighter he is today. But it had also been festering into something more, turning into this ugly monster deep inside him.
When that belief system begins to feed Bucks low self esteem, and lead to mental health issues he is not equipped to deal with, he doesn’t know what to do. But he’s definitely not going to tell anyone.
He can’t be another thing for people to worry about.
But the team begins to suspect anyways, despite how hard he tried to keep them away. And Buck has no clue how to handle it when they begin to break down the walls he worked so hard to put up.
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18 Jan 2026
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Buck had never been more exhausted in his life. He was working four and five days without a single break all so he could try and make up for the lawsuit. When Bobby said he wanted him back at the 118, he never expected that three months into it he would still be the man behind and being harassed all day long. No one in the team would talk to him and none of them seemed to see the struggles that he was having. On a simple grocery run after a long week at work, Buck is carjacked and taken to an abandoned house where he is sexually assaulted. He wanted to put it all behind him, but he discovers he is pregnant, and his whole world changes. Buck doesn't know how he would ever manage to be a single father, especially when the baby's father is his rapist. He's all alone in the world and Buck doesn't know if he or his baby will survive.
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18 Jan 2026
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Buck navigates a complicated relationship with Tommy, trying to convince himself everything is fine, even when things don't feel right. Meanwhile, Eddie remains a steady presence, offering support when Buck needs it most—though Buck doesn’t yet understand just how much he relies on him.
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18 Jan 2026