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    going to hell (because it feels like heaven) by

    Fandoms: The Locked Tomb Series | Gideon the Ninth Series - Tamsyn Muir  

    23 Jul 2025

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    She could imagine Harrow’s slim fingers, probably annoyingly precise even here, moving inside her like they were performing a bone ward instead of making Gideon feel so damn good she couldn’t even think straight. Her touch wouldn’t be soft—God, no—it would be clinical, almost disdainful. Like she was dissecting Gideon, pulling her ligament from ligament, vein from vein, bone from bone, all while pretending she didn’t feel the tremble in Gideon’s thighs.

    Masturbating to your nemesis isn’t technically a sign of weakness, unless you get caught—Gideon didn’t, but it still feels like a loss.

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    23 Jul 2025

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    so long (i'd become the flowers) by

    Fandoms: Elden Ring (Video Game)  

    21 Apr 2025

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    The Haligtree stopped singing. The wind had gone still. But the rot — her rot — sang to Finlay now. It coiled around her like a promise. Choking her.

    Across the rotting wilds of the Lands Between, Finlay carries her dying goddess on her back, bleeding, burning, and blooming, but never stopping. Love like this doesn't die; it decays.

    Previous Title: i'd make a deal with god (and i'd get him to swap our places)

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    26 Apr 2025

  3. Rec 32

    Brother by

    Fandoms: Chants of Sennaar (Video Game)  

    02 Oct 2023

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    So, you may have had a brother.
    And you may
    have killed it.

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    a common misconception by

    Fandoms: Fire Emblem: Fuukasetsugetsu | Fire Emblem: Three Houses  

    27 Feb 2020

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    On dragons' hoards, which are not always like you'd think.

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    Jedi as Living Ships by

    Fandom: Star Wars - All Media Types, Star Wars: The Clone Wars (2008) - All Media Types

    21 Dec 2020

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    Jedi as a species of living spaceships because, y'know, why not?

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    20 Jun 2022