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    “Then what about you two?” Jisung asked. “I mean, I know the part where you became friends online… I’ve been present in calls, yeah.”

    “Well,” Felix opened his mouth, thumbing the faux rips in Minho’s jean’s. “We met on a random server.”

    “Yeah,” Hyunjin supplied.

    “Eventually the activity of the server died down and this man had to create a separate group for us and we thus became close.” Minho patted Hyunjin's arm with his elbow.

    There it was, the crick in Chan’s eyebrow. As if he suspected something was out of place.

     

    Or, where Hyunjin, Minho, and Felix meet on an online support chat on Twitter.

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    01 Dec 2025

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    THIS FIC I FREAKING LOVE YOU. THIS IS WHAT AO3 WAS MADE FOR.

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    Seungmin's mind won't shut up. The demons tell him he lacks too many things and deserves pain because of it.

    He has an alternative. One that he has to hide from the others. He can't let them know he's hurting inside.

    Ink stains and soapy water try to mend a messy mind.

     

    (alternatively, Seungmin's intrusive thoughts lead him to contemplate harming himself. He uses a blunt pen to draw on himself instead of giving in to the urges.)

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    06 Dec 2025

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    I think about this fic every day.

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    "It didn’t hurt. It never does, the pain is what comes before, and then Felix watches it seep out of him, and numbness replaces where pain has been. The numbness is what he craves. The not-feeling. It’s what he craved then too and it did come but it didn’t work like it used to. "

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    Felix cuts himself and Chan sees it.

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    16 Jan 2026

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    "I'm sorry. I didn't-"

    "Didn't what?! Didn't mean to run yourself into the ground? Didn't mean to ignore us for two whole days? Didn't mean to treat Min like shit?! Didn't mean to come home at three a.m. everyday expecting us to not give a fuck?! What, then you come home and fucking apologize for spilling apple juice on my socks?!!"

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    Bang Chan isn't very good at listening to his body when it tells him he needs a break and the members put a stop to it.

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    14 Jan 2026

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    “Do you have trouble sleeping, hyung?” he asked, worry seeping into his tone.

    Chan startled, shocked to see he had forgotten all about the bottle of sleeping pills sitting right in the middle of his living room. “Ah— yeah, sometimes,” he replied, handing one of the mugs to the younger man who accepted it gratefully, wrapping his fingers around the ceramic to warm them up after having been outside all afternoon.

    “Be careful with those, hyung,” he said, taking a sip of his hot chocolate. “I heard it’s really easy to overdose with them.”

    Guilt welled in his stomach, settling like a rock. “I will, Jisung-ah,” he lied. “Hyung promises.”

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    Chan is ready to end it all when he— quite literally— bumps into a frantic Jisung who gives him a reason to stick around a bit longer. Before he knows it, Chan has a whole group of people he would die for instead of in spite of.

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    12 Jan 2026

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