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   Sanctuary (I'm Still Looking) by RinAngel

   Fandoms: P1Harmony (Band)  

   • Mature
   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • M/M
   • Work in Progress

   28 May 2026

   Tags

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   • Haku Shota | Soul/Kim Jongseob
   • Haku Shota | Soul/Yoon Keeho
   • Haku Shota | Soul
   • Kim Jongseob
   • Yoon Keeho
   • Drug Use
   • Drug Abuse
   • Alcohol Abuse/Alcoholism
   • Cigarettes
   • Methamphetamine
   • Marijuana
   • Drug Addiction
   • Past Drug Addiction
   • Recovery
   • Depression
   • Suicidal Thoughts
   • Suicide Attempt
   • Self-Harm
   • Self-Hatred
   • Hurt/Comfort
   • conversion therapy
   • Implied/Referenced Homophobia
   • Religious Guilt
   • Implied/Referenced Character Death
   • Former Trainee Haku Shota | Soul
   • Haku Shota | Soul-centric
   • Kim Jongseob is Bad at Feelings
   • Sad Kim Jongseob
   • Kim Jongseob-centric

   Summary

   Nothing can change it now, but I'm still looking.

   After a drug trip gone wrong, Shota has gained the ability to see how many days left each person has on their life. Actually, he's not sure what that strange little counter is above his best friend's head, but everyone thinks he's crazy when he mentions it, and before he knows it... Keeho is dead, when his clock reaches zero.

   Now Shota is trying to start over, with both his life of drugs and his stint in rehab behind him. Still, the numbers remain, and Shota can't look at one in the single digits without wanting to cry.

   Enter Jongseob, the first zero since Keeho. He's abrasive, a little hard to love, but Shota is determined to find out if these clocks can be rewound... And if so, how many times before it's best simply left to fate? Can a broken heart be healed?

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   33,689

   Chapters:

   4/7

   Comments:

   18

   Kudos:

   37

   Bookmarks:

   13

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   Bookmarked by Soul_dromeda

   07 May 2026