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    Shane Hollander is the only son, and heir, of the Hollander crime family. He is calculated, intentional and fiercely loyal. Most importantly - he makes no mistakes. Almost no mistakes.

    Ilya Rozanov is the youngest son of the second largest crime family - The Rozanov's. He is untameable, ruthless and kind of an asshole. He is also the one mistake Shane keeps making - over and over again, even knowing the alternative to stopping and walking away would be so catastrophic that neither of their families would recover.

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    Very loose Romeo + Juliet retelling with rival Mafia families set in a non-specific city during the 1990s

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    21 Jan 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov has been drafted by Boston, the number one pick overall, but his father doesn't want him moving to America and so takes steps to block his visa. He's going to have to go back to Russia and stay there forever and that, thinks Shane Hollander, is wrong.

    It's so wrong that Shane can't stop himself from doing something about it. Even though that something is the most reckless, the only reckless thing he's ever done in his life. He marries Rozanov in secret, to keep him out of Russia and put him on a path to Canadian citizenship.

    Shane's got a five-year plan to get him there and when you have a plan nothing can go wrong. Right? Right. When you have a solid plan and a marriage that's on paper only there's no risk of feelings getting involved. Not on Rozanov's part and certainly not on Shane's.

    Right???

    (or, the story of how Shane Hollander fell in love with his own husband)

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    13 Jan 2026

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    Shane Hollander knows how to endure pressure, but nothing prepares him for wanting the one person he was never meant to have.

    “Well,” Ilya said lightly, rubbing his face, “that was… interesting choice for night.”

    Shane’s smile faltered. “Interesting?”

    “Yes,” Ilya smirked. “Little mistake. But good one.”

    The word hit harder than Shane expected. Mistake.

    Ilya Rozanov drifts in and out of his life like destiny itself—charming, distant, impossible to read—leaving Shane to wonder which moments were real and which were merely accidents. Between rivalry and longing, silence and hope, the line between mistake and fate begins to blur.

    A story of two soulmates, bound in destiny, yet in constant competition with one another—a story of love defying all laws, knowing no end, and pulling the two players together against all odds. Love can be messy, pain-ridden, but it is also real, and Shane Hollander will find how beautiful it can truly be.

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    11 Jan 2026

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    “Is it your wedding day?”
    Shane sputters. “Sorry?”
    “The tuxedo,” she points out. “You look like you just got married.”
    “Oh,” Shane says dumbly, glancing down at his rumpled suit. “No,” he adds.
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    Or the one where that one night in Vegas gets a little out of hand for Ilya and Shane and a marriage by accident could turn into one of convenience. And maybe, something more.

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    09 Jan 2026

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    "Well...are you going to suck my cock?"
    "Fuck you."
    "Hm. Maybe."

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    If somebody told Ilya Rozanov that Shane Hollander—notoriously uptight captain of the McGill Redbirds—would end up in Ilya's bedroom, on his knees, while Pi Kappa Alpha's spring formal raged on outside, he would've asked if you were fucking crazy. But what happens when what started as a drunken wager ends up as something impossible to hold onto? When Ilya realizes he wants more than a hookup, Ilya must decide how long he’s willing to wait for a man who refuses to be seen and how much of himself he’s willing to lose in the process.

    Or...Nerdy Hockey Captain Shane Hollander sluts his hole out to Frat President Ilya Rozanov because he can't live without that dick, and Playboy Ilya Rozanov can't live without his pretty little bottom with big brown boba eyes. And also lots of internalized homophobia because you can't spell hockey and frat without a culture that teaches you exactly how to hate yourself and others :)

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    08 Jan 2026