Toulouseluce



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    But this morning, Satomi awoke half-sick and weak. He had class — mock exams. It wasn’t exactly skippable material. He rose from his futon, showered under the — cooler than usual? — spray, brushed his teeth. Had a mild breakfast. Pounded down a pair of ibuprofen and tylenol each (a nursing student he did a group project with last semester had cheerfully told him that’s what she did every time she got sick, and it seemed impressively efficient). Satomi walked out the door.

    And stepped into his apartment.

    Satomi blinked. Maybe he was just dizzy, or had lost his footing. He turned around, opened the door, and stepped out.

    And instead of the outdoors, was greeted by his half-rolled futon, his tiny kitchenette.

    Satomi was stubborn. He tried it another, then five more times. By the end he was red-faced and sweaty. His glasses slipped down the bridge of his nose as he leaned forward to wheeze. “Do you mind,” he growled, into the empty apartment.

    The floorboards groaned.

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    Satomi’s gaze flicked down at the mystery box. “Do you have a hotel this time?”

    “I’m leaving tomorrow morning.” So yes.

    “We can eat them there.”

    “What’s wrong with your apartment?”

    If Kyouji stepped foot in there after Satomi had spent multiple weeks fantasizing about Kyouji doing all sorts of stuff to him on pretty much every surface of his apartment he’d probably explode. Lacking the ability to admit that, Satomi instead said, “It’s always so hot at my place this time of year. The windows face the sun while it sets.”

    “Alrighty,” Kyouji said brightly. Satomi was surprised, albeit glad, that Kyouji didn’t push him on his obvious lie. “Let’s go, then.”

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    He lines up the broad side of the file with Satomi's thumbnail and drags it across the corner.

    Eww. Satomi shudders.

    Kyouji pauses. “Wanna stop?”

    When had they started? “It's – ”

    It's horrible. It's like erasing the blackboard at school and accidentally scuffing the finish. How can something so barely-there-at-all make Satomi feel like tossing his free dinner?

    One of Kyouji's eyebrows climbs toward his hairline. “Some girls hate this part.”

    “I'm fine,” Satomi snaps. “Stop talking.”

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    Kyouji shows Satomi how to properly care for his nails.

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    Satomi casts his gaze heavensward for patience, but all he finds is the roof of the car. “Kenta Kiritani’s voice is totally different from yours. You could never pull off that texture. And the vibe is completely wrong for someone like…”

    The next word gets stuck in his throat. Possibly beneath Kyouji’s thumb, pressing ever so lightly into his carotid.

    “Satomi-kun,” Kyouji says. “Your pulse is crazy fast."

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    Or, Love in the Time of Low Blood Counts.

    Satomi is diagnosed with cancer at 26. Together, he and Kyouji face sickness, loss, and life in death’s shadow.

    This is a love story.

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    01 Feb 2026