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    Shane has always lived inside himself.

    Inside his head. Inside his routines. Inside the version of him everyone trusts to hold it all together. He has learned through the years how to be disciplined, successful, untochable—how to carry love and expectation withouth letting either slip.

    What he hasn’t learned is how to ask for help.

    Luckily, his boyfriend Ilya, who everyone believe is his rival, notices first. He starts to see the patterns Shane won’t name out loud and the silences that last a little too long. He loves Shane, and that means paying attention, even when what he finds is frightening.

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    Shane slowly develops an eating disorder during the time he and Ilya are secretly dating while still playing for Montreal and Boston, and Ilya is the first one to notice, and the first one to try to do something about it.

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    Male Omegas are rare. In Canada, they’re barely five percent of the population. In professional hockey? Zero. Not one has ever laced up in the league. The reasons are whispered in locker rooms and shouted in comment sections: too fragile, too distracting, too risky. Heats, scents, instincts, none of it belongs on the ice. Especially not when the game is played by alphas who’ve spent their lives being told they’re the only ones built for it.
    Shane Hollander learned early that the world doesn’t make room for exceptions. It erases them.
    So he erased himself first.
    Suppressants swallowed in the dark. Scent blockers layered like armor. A life measured in milligrams and miles, every breath controlled, every weakness buried deep. To the league, to the cameras and the fans, Shane Hollander is the perfect beta: disciplined, untouchable, relentless. The Montreal golden boy who plays like he has nothing to lose.
    He has everything to lose. And then there’s Ilya Rozanov.

    (Everything you think you know about Shane Hollander is a lie. He’s counting on it.)

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    24 Dec 2025

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    In the TARDIS's attempts to keep the Doctor and the Master bound as humans, she makes a crucial mistake with the Chameleon Arch. Attempting to decipher the nature of their feelings for each other, she creates a backstory that undoubtedly keeps pulling them together, but is also the cause of what keeps them apart.

    Cut to three years after "TLotTL", the fobwatched version of the Doctor, John Smith, has run off to be a do-gooder. And the Master's, Harry Saxon, has been institutionalized. When John comes home to care for his brother, Harry pushes every limit he can think of in order to win and keep his brother's affections.

    (I've decided to keep posting chapters of this until it's finished, because it motivates me to complete it, but it's unbeta'd and needs lots of edits so eventually it might be taken down briefly so I can complete those edits. Until that point, feel free to enjoy the rough draft and stay tuned for the tune up. ;) )

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    08 Dec 2025

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    What might have happened if The Master wasn't as troubled by the drums or hit as hard by the regeneration sickness in the "Year That Never Was" resulting with a slightly less insane Master at the helm! Goes immediately AU.
    This story is finished and can act as a stand alone!

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    07 Dec 2025

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    The Master kills the Doctor without giving him the chance to regenerate after he de-aged him back to his original age. He slowly regrets it as the days go by.

    He won but at what cost?

    He has Martha Jones and her entire family imprisoned including the Freak, Jack Harkness; he has the whole world. But he doesn’t have the Doctor.

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    06 Dec 2025

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