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"Don’t you fucking dare call your fucking teammate stupid," Roy snaps.
"I didn’t," Jamie snaps back, almost mockingly. "Get your fucking ears checked, old man."
Sam has a feeling Roy's been waiting for a reason to strike— he’s been watching them, biding his time until Jamie slips up the slightest bit, so that he can come in and reprimand him, just for having the nerve to try and change.
"He didn’t," Sam agrees. He hesitates for a second, then, in a sudden burst of courage, tacks on: "Grandad."
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or, shit hits the fan in more ways than one.
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- Part 3 of all through the night
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26 May 2025
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"It is not any trouble. Just doing the right thing." Sam offers Jamie a tentative smile. "We are teammates, yes? On and off the pitch."
And something small and guilty and painful writhes in the pit of Jamie's stomach, at that.
Maybe it's just the nausea.
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sam’s house, after the gala. a direct sequel.
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- Part 2 of all through the night
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26 May 2025
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"Don't tell Lasso." His voice hitches in the middle of the sentence. "Please. Just— I'll do the fucking auction. I have to. I just don't know— why I can't fucking breathe."
Sam looks worried. Frowns.
"I think you might be having a panic attack."
And some snarling, angry part of Jamie wants to rip his fucking head off for even suggesting that... but some other part of him is really fucking scared right now, and thinks Sam might be right.
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whumptober day 1 - panic attack
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- Part 1 of all through the night
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26 May 2025
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The Two Steps to the Edge & All the Steps Away from It by schrijverr
Fandoms: Ted Lasso (TV)
14 May 2025
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Zava’s arrival causes Jamie to spiral into becoming suicidal, however, he wants to write a good farewell letter, before he goes. Writing suicide notes becomes a way to cope as he debates going over the ledge.
Roy discovers the letters after he agrees to train Jamie, accidentally stumbling across just how badly Jamie is doing. He refuses to stand by and let Jamie wilt away and die in front of his eyes, taking it upon himself to personally hold suicide watch for Jamie.
Meanwhile, Sam observes the weird sudden joint at the hip behavior between Jamie and Roy, trying to figure out what is going on and what caused it, before being let into the fold when Jamie needs a roommate during an away game.
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07 May 2025
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While trying to get mentally over a bad streak, the team discusses silly little things to blame for playing badly to make themselves feel better. However, things take a bleak turn when Jamie reveals his coping strategy, which is just passively suicidal thoughts.
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05 May 2025