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  1. Rec 56

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    To say that he misses his old body is an understatement.

    There is just a sick, sick desire to keep going—to paint more stripes on himself, to look like a streaked animal. For a reason he cannot find an explanation to, he finds its own beauty in the matter.

    He never let anyone get close, always keeping guard—even if he knew the other character didn’t wish to cause pain. In his eyes, in the eyes of a previously hurt animal, everyone was a potential threat.

    Is he perfect, or is perfection himself?

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    The star-student Light Yagami has a self harm addiction.

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    21 Dec 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    parei no 8

  2. Rec 15

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    The circle of L’s fingers around his wrist is beginning to burn. He wants him to let go. Why hasn’t he let go? Why won’t he let go, let Light be free of this awful thing he’s done to him? Wanting, more than captivity, more than chains, binds him here. Light thinks he’s beginning to understand the desperation that drives a fox to gnaw off its own leg when caught in a trap.

    His hands, damp with sweat and saliva and vomit, clutch at his hair. He feels himself screaming before he hears it, and he knows he must look frantic as he turns toward L.

    L, who is smiling.

    It’s an expression Light has never seen before, one that feels foreign and ill-fitting on L’s face. His smile has always been jarring; a thin-lipped, wide-eyed thing, often close-mouthed and smug. This is something else entirely. Something hungry. His eyes are half-shut, and Light can see his teeth as it wobbles across his face.

    “I like it when your mask comes off, Light-kun.”

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    the descent of light yagami into madness (desire) ((madness))

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    21 Dec 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    amei

  3. Rec 10

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    Light has a cold. He knows L will inevitably comment on his health. Knows it, hates it, hopes for the 1% possibility that L won’t make a federal case out of it. Set in the Yotsuba Arc.

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    21 Dec 2025

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    parei no 2, bem bom

  4. Rec 19

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    Light knows he’s being watched.
    L knows he shouldn’t be watching. (Kinktober day 4, voyuerism)

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    20 Dec 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    gostei

  5. Rec 28

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    “I almost pity you,” L continued, without missing a beat. He leaned his head to the side, eyes still fixed on the tented front of Light’s pants. He could at least have some shame about his unbridled curiosity, Light thought. But, of course, shame wasn’t in L’s nature. Light wasn’t even sure it was in his playbook. “My offer still stands, you know.”

    TLDR; Light is pent up and equally unwilling to give in to his carnal desires, but L's always there to lend a helping hand :)

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    20 Dec 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    perfeita.