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  1. Public Bookmark 49

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    ‟Would you all be okay with me asking Buck to marry me?”

    The sound of Buck dying next to him didn’t make Eddie look. If he’d wound up needing emergency tracheotomy again, they had paramedics on the scene.

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    03 Jun 2026

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    Eddie moves before Buck can blink—one smooth, unhesitating motion. His hands find Buck’s waist first, then slide lower, bracing under his thighs as he lifts. The world tilts, and for a second Buck feels weightless, the heat of Eddie’s palms searing through denim, the strength behind it dizzying against Buck’s already crumbling composure.

    Then the counter meets him—cool beneath his thighs even through the fabric—Eddie’s hands leaving heat in their wake like a brand. Eddie’s still standing close enough that Buck’s knees frame him, not backing away immediately. His breath grazes Buck’s chest, eyes flicking up, the space between them charged with something that makes every cell in Buck’s body scream more, more, more.

    “Now sit,” Eddie says firmly, hands still resting under Buck’s legs before he finally backs away. “Stay.”

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    Eddie picks Buck up, Buck is totally cool and normal about the whole thing.

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  3. Public Bookmark 49

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    Now, at three in the morning, Buck felt like an accordion, bent at frequent intervals and sharp angles and he found himself questioning every memory he had of his early twenties. Had he really fit comfortably in the back seat once upon a time? Or had it always been cold and lonely and uncomfortable and those rougher edges of his memories were just sanded down by time and distance?

    It was uncomfortable now. It was embarrassing now. Buck shivered, wrapping his arms around his bare arms and trying to scrunch down further against the seats. Away from view.

    Early on in their friendship, Eddie finds Buck sleeping in the Jeep and takes him home.

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  4. Public Bookmark 20

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    “I know I wasn’t a good parent, emotionally. But I wasn’t as bad as him, though, Buck, please - I didn’t drink or hurt either of you -”

    Philip’s expression is shocked, like he never considered what responsibility he had for what Maddie went through. It makes Buck feel a familiar roiling anger in his gut.

    “No, you just drove her to someone who did!” He stares at his father, furiously. Then, he’s just tired, suddenly. “And I hurt myself for you.”

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    In the wake of the events of Nashville and Buck's detoxing, Philip Buckley sets out to do something that's been harder every year he hasn't done it: actually try to understand his son, and explain how he became the person he was, and maybe gain some calvary in the shadow of his's son's better, now-departed father figure.

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  5. Public Bookmark 49

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    After a late-night call pulls him back into a life he hasn’t touched in nearly a year, Harbor Patrol pilot Tommy Kinard learns that Evan Buckley and Eddie Diaz are missing somewhere between Nashville and Los Angeles—no crash reports, no clear timeline, and no trail to follow.

    With official answers slow to come and time slipping away, Tommy turns to tracker Colter Shaw, and the two leave Los Angeles to follow a fractured, inconsistent path across state lines as pressure builds and every hour without contact narrows the search.

    As the investigation deepens, old history resurfaces—turning a search-and-rescue mission into a race against distance, silence, and what still might be saved.

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