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    Ilya could count the number of times they had met on one hand, and they had only been playing in the NHL for a few months, so he had to have misheard him. He grabbed the remote and went back a few seconds, and he was certain. Shane had just said “Ilya”, on national television, in French, and Ilya was sure he was going to die from the massive rush of blood that shot to his dick.

    This made no sense. Why would Shane, who had never called him anything except Rozanov, start calling him by his first name to a random French lady on some Wednesday?

    TL; DR: 5 times Ilya interpreted the French translation of “there is” (which is il y a) as Shane Hollander saying his first name and one time Shane actually did say it.

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    24 Jan 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    ILYA ~ IL Y A
    THE FRENCH KINK ONNNEEE

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    Hi. This is Ilya. I will never listen to your voicemail.

    The greeting wasn’t a joke or an exaggeration—it was the truth. Shane leaves messages anyway, confessions to a digital void that will never judge him, and never push him away.

    At least, that’s what he thinks.

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    24 Jan 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    THE LIMINAL VOICEMAILS

  3. Rec 16

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    "5 Times Shane and Ilya Matched Each Other's Freak (+1 Time They Kept Things Completely Vanilla)" by there_must_be_a_lock read aloud.

    Original summary: "“It was cruel,” Ilya murmurs, brushing the saltwater from Shane’s freckles with a careful thumb. “I was cruel. To both of us. And I’m sorry.”

    Shane breathes with him for a moment, both of them trying to pull themselves together, before he grumbles, “I don’t even remember why I brought that up.”

    “Because you want to be annoying in bed until I slap you,” Ilya reminds him patiently.

    “Oh. Right.”

    [Or: Shane and Ilya are very, very compatible.]"

     
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    24 Jan 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    SOPHIE
    THE MATCH E.O. FREAK ONE

  4. Rec 7

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    Shane Hollander is a wealthy businessman with a property empire. He is also an unmated omega over the age of 28, which nets him unwanted attention.
    Ilya is the alpha he chose from a catalogue.
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    Ilya Rozanov is a struggling artist who is forced to sell himself to the wealthy elite to pay off his father's debt. He is disillusioned and hurting.
    Shane is the omega who chose him for marriage.
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    Part II of my comic - please read the first part before this one

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    24 Jan 2026

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    Mail Order Alpha !
    Cottage
    Art Studio

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    If Shane had had a good, close friend, a confidante, somebody he could talk to about whatever was happening between him and Ilya Rozanov, and that good close friend got it in their head that maybe Shane liked Ilya, had feelings for him, one of the first things Shane would say to refute it would be: but he smokes.

    Shane, Ilya, cigarettes - a love triangle for the ages.

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    23 Jan 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Ilya / Shane / Smoking love triangle