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    This is the longest Rozanov has ever gone without chirping him and Hayden can't even enjoy it.
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    Or, Ilya starts an SSRI and isn't feeling great. Shane has a media appearance for the Metros he just can't skip. And Hayden Pike is the only person in Montreal who can come to the rescue.

    How hard can babysitting Ilya Rozanov really be?

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    30 May 2026

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    Okay, Hayden thinks, take two. He forces himself to take a steadying breath. Reminds himself that he promised Shane, and Jackie, and himself to do right by Rozanov tonight. Hayden approaches slowly. Sits on the bed to try to seem less intimidating. Closes his eyes and pretends it's Arthur having a meltdown. "Deep breaths there, bud. It's gonna be fine."

    Because Rozanov lives to spite Hayden, his breathing turns to sudden, sharp gasps. It scares the shit out of Hayden. "Hey!" he reprimands, and that at least shocks Rozanov enough into looking at him. His face has gone red and splotchy. Eyes bright blue and shiny. He's clutching the cross necklace and gasping for air. "You need to breathe," Hayden tells him, Dad Voice on and stern.

    "Trying."

    "Okay. Well, try harder."

    That seems to shock him out of it enough to keep Rozanov from panicking. His breaths even out a bit. Hayden thinks he'll pull himself together now.

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    Shane should be here right now, should be in Ilya’s house. Ilya should be teasing him about being picky while going through delivery options for food on his phone. Shane should be discovering that Ilya has ginger ale in the fridge and the protein bars Shane mentioned liking in an interview in his pantry. He should be making out with Shane on the couch, sneaking a hand into his pants, teasing him about whether they can beat the deliveryman and arrive before he does. Shane was supposed to spend the night tonight, the Montreal team not set to leave until tomorrow afternoon because of potential bad weather in the morning. Shane should be fed and showered and ready to curl up in bed with Ilya tonight.
    But Shane is in a hospital.

    And Ilya is here.

    He pulls up Jane in his phone again. He presses call.

    “Hey, you’ve reached Shane Hollander-”

    Ilya closes his eyes and lets Shane’s voice roll over him.

    (canon divergence in which shane getting injured happens during a game in boston) (...which means shane then gets to go home with ilya to recover)

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    28 May 2026

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    “I love him,” he says, not following up on the words for a moment, just letting the weight of them sit in the space between him and Hayden. “And I don’t-things are-stuff is complicated. For us. But I love him, Hayden. I love who I am with him. I love who is with me. I love being with him. I love how he makes me laugh and he always listens to me and how he always bugs me to drink water after-” He catches himself just in time for the sake of being able to look Hayden in the eye in the future. “It’s good, when it’s the two of us. It always has been. I love when I get to be with him. I just-I love him.”

    Hayden is quiet for a long, long moment. When he speaks again, his voice is soft.

    [...]

    “Hello Jane,” comes the voice of someone Shane thinks is Ryan Carmichael.

    Shane, a little stunned, remains silent, not that it seems to bother the person on the other end of the line, who continues speaking, Ilya’s angry voice serving as background noise that Shane can barely make out, muffled behind what sounds like multiple men yelling, the others sounding much happier than Ilya with what’s happening.

    “Listen, I know he’s probably a pain in the ass–stop yelling, Rozy, I’m talking to your girl, you’re being really fucking rude right now, man–but please, please don’t ever break up with him again, okay? The man is a fucking nightmare without you.”

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    When the long game falls apart, Shane and Ilya need a new plan.

    I recommend reading the series in order it was posted, even though the second fic is a prequel to the first one.

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    27 May 2026

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    “You are sure?” he asks Shane one more time, while the officiant makes sure she has their names right on her paperwork.

    “Ilya.” Shane takes Ilya’s hand. “I’ve been sure about you as long as you’ve been sure about me.”

    They make other vows, official ones, familiar and unfamiliar at once, because Ilya has heard them before but the words feel different in his mouth, and he thinks he’ll probably remember I’ve been sure about you as long as you’ve been sure about me just as much as he remembers the official ones.

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    Shandry's Third @shaneybaby

    uhhh so im on r/shanehollander rn and some guy is claiming to have cloned shane’s dad’s phone and uploaded it to the internet?? has anyone else clicked on this link will it give me a virus if i do

    7:03 P.M. | 12 Jan 2018 | 135.1k retweets | 232.1k likes

    Shandry's Third @shaneybaby

    okay I googled his dad and he’s a 52 year old forensic accountant who thinks fashion peaked with ralph lauren polo shirts. am I enough of a hollander simp to risk my laptop just to look through the phone of his dad who acts like sandals and bermuda shorts are a risqué choice. yes.

    7:04 P.M. | 12 Jan 2018 | 137.1k retweets | 235.9k likes

    Shandry's Third @shaneybaby

    oh my god his password for everything is ShaneHollander24. pov you love your son so much that it compromises your bank account

    7:04 P.M. | 12 Jan 2018 | 143.7k retweets | 250.7k likes

    Shandry's Third @shaneybaby

    HOLY FUCK

    7:19 P.M. | 12 Jan 2018 | 337.1k retweets | 413.3k likes

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    26 May 2026

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    When a visit to his father turns violent, there's only one place Ilya wants to go.

    set post-rose breakup and pre-all stars game.

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    25 May 2026

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    Yuna laughed, but not unkindly. "Shane, he got on a plane in that state, and came and found you. I can't speak for him but I'm pretty sure he wants to be here."

    "I never even told him my address," Shane whispered through his tears. With no real family to go to, Ilya had come to him. Even with how Shane had walked out on him, he trusted him to care for him. Slowly, Shane was realising he always wanted Ilya to come home to him. "But he was hurt and he wanted me. Mom, fuck, he wanted me." It was hard to talk around the lump in his throat. "I want him so bad."