ayamirin
Fandoms
- Panic! at the Disco (5)
- Young Veins (5)
- Bandom (5)
- The Heart Rate of a Mouse Series - Anna Green (4)
- Fall Out Boy (1)
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Video killed the radio star by ayamirin
Fandoms: Bandom, Panic! at the Disco, Young Veins, The Heart Rate of a Mouse Series - Anna Green
21 Jun 2017
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[Fanfic for THROAM]
It's the summer of 1986 and His Side's new music video is premiering on MTV. Ryan has to leave to Europe for a tour and wants to spend an intimate evening with Brendon but his partner wants him to watch the music video premiere, instead.
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“ What’s the theme for the video?” I ask in some loose attempt to start a conversation. I try to sound interested, and I am, sort of.
He hasn’t said much to me since he came in through the door with that issue of Rolling Stone rolled in one hand and a bag of groceries in the other. And considering how I’m about to fly out to Europe the day after tomorrow to begin touring my new album for the next two months, I honestly would like to better spend my time tasting his sweat slicked skin than sitting on the couch watching these music videos.
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- Part 4 of keep passing the open windows
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Wherever you'll go, I'll follow by ayamirin
Fandoms: Panic! at the Disco, Young Veins, The Heart Rate of a Mouse Series - Anna Green, Bandom
10 Jun 2017
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[Fanfic for THROAM]
2004, Ryan Ross gives an interview to Vanity Fair about the impact The Follower's second, and final, album has made on his life.
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“ When the band fell apart, I didn't think that my sexuality would end up becoming the lasting impression of that album or the band. I just thought that it would all go away. Be a grain in the sand.”
After the crash, Ross went to Europe to essentially find himself again. But it was a trying time for the vocalist. Up until the end of the tour, Ross was convinced that he was a straight man but his affair with Roscoe during that summer had confused him greatly.
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- Part 3 of keep passing the open windows
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And I've been waiting such a long time by ayamirin
Fandoms: Panic! at the Disco, Young Veins, Bandom, The Heart Rate of a Mouse Series - Anna Green
03 Jun 2017
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It is the year 1998. Brendon Urie and Ryan Ross attend the wedding of a close family friend and reflect on their relationship over the last twenty-odd years.
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“ The gay factor will boost sales.”
“ Maybe.” He finishes the wine with a shrug.
I am not wrong. They were burning as many of our records as they were buying them. I remember Vicky rambling on over the phone about how we were having a two to one average with sales versus burnings. How was she able to figure that out, I have no idea. Ryan just thought they were buying just to burn them. I didn’t really care; I was still getting rich off of their bigoted ignorance. So, technically, the gay factor does boost sales.
Not that any of that actually matters.
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- Part 1 of keep passing the open windows
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Help Me Understand by ayamirin
Fandoms: Panic! at the Disco, Young Veins, The Heart Rate of a Mouse Series - Anna Green, Bandom
28 May 2017
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[Fanfic for THROAM]
1984, the outbreak of the AIDS epidemic is taking center stage in the minds of Americans everywhere. Brendon receives a troubling call from California. Ryan tries to support Brendon but things aren't that simple.
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I sigh. I honestly don’t want to fight. Not tonight. Not tomorrow. Not ever.
Not about this.
“ He… He slept around, Brendon. He did stupid things and made stupid choices. We-we were different.”
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- Part 2 of keep passing the open windows
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Deliver Before Midnight by ayamirin
Fandoms: Panic! at the Disco, Young Veins, Bandom, Fall Out Boy
27 May 2017
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or, " If I don't do this job, Pete Wentz will kill me. "
Brendon Urie is a struggling musician who managed to get into some trouble with a well known criminal boss by the name of Pete Wentz. In order to avoid ending up in the hospital with life threatening injuries, he attempts to recruit his friends to help him complete a job to clear up a debt.
That sounds great except for one thing: No one has spoken to each other in five years, everyone hates each other, and Brendon forgot to mention the part that he promised Pete Wentz they'd help.
With less than 17 hours to go, will they be able to pull it off?
Recent series
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keep passing the open windows by ayamirin
Fandom Bandom, Panic! at the Disco, The Heart Rate of a Mouse Series - Anna Green, Young Veins
21 Jun 2017
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A love letter to The Heart Rate of a Mouse. A collection of ficlets filling in the gaps between the THROAM Ficlets. Not an official work, just a fan piece.
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No matter what happened, she was a beacon of light, piercing through his dark stormy sea. She never wavered, no matter how hard his waves crashed upon her shore.
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- Part 8 of Bite Down
Bookmarked by ayamirin
24 Dec 2017
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The Falcon's Cockpit by Naatta
Fandoms: Star Wars - All Media Types, Star Wars Episode VII: The Force Awakens (2015), Star Wars Sequel Trilogy, Star Wars Episode VIII: The Last Jedi (2017), Star Wars
16 Dec 2017
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I saw the final movie. I think this story still fits. And to be honest...I may add more set after the last movie. Until then enjoy.
Reylo oneshot that's been stuck in my head since I saw the Last Jedi. Rey find Kylo poking about in the cockpit of the Millennium Falcon. Takes place some time after the events after the force-bond has been more solidly established.
You know you wanted this. We all did.
You're welcome.
Bookmarked by ayamirin
16 Dec 2017
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After a harrowing act of gang violence claimed the life of her father, a young Betty Cooper found herself being whisked away with her mother and sister to the one place they could find shelter – the Southside part of the city under the watchful eye of the biker collective known as The Serpents. Betty and the Serpent Prince, Jughead, grew to become friends and eventual lovers before a traumatic event triggers Betty to flee for her sanity, leaving behind a distraught and heartbroken Jughead. Years have passed and the fragile life of her sister, Polly, and her involvement with the Serpents’ rival, the Ghoulies, has Betty returning to the den of snakes she once ran from.
However, the Serpent Prince may not be so forgiving and his welcome upon her arrival is purely cold-blooded. Like the revered Ouroboros, life is a continuous renewal of “what was” in anticipation of “what is,” and as clear as the tattoo on every Serpent’s skin, the motto at the Whyte Wyrm is “creation through destruction.” Betty may soon learn that snakes don’t shed their skins easily, especially when love can be sharp and venomous.
WINNER 2018 BFFA -- best "Overall Fiction Smut," "Canon Divergence," and "Enemies/Friends to Lovers" fiction!
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08 Dec 2017
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Ryan Ross was born into money. He never had to grow up with a single want except for his excessive desire to create and to share. At nineteen he had published his first novel, a frighteningly popular love story that he grew to hate. Eleven years later, Ryan has not written anything else but instead spends his days with a revolving door of lovers and fair weather friends. By the urging of his friend Z Berg, he attends a party thrown by a rapidly rising musician who has earned more money in the past two years than he knows what to do with. While Ryan prefers the company of people not in the celebrity scene, he finds himself strangely drawn to a man who doesn't believe in more things than he believes in.
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Bookmarked by ayamirin
01 Aug 2017