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    Eugene Sledge and Sidney Philip’s after the war.

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  1. Public Bookmark 54

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    When the mind goes through a traumatic event, it can cope in many ways. Most people, depending on their support system, recover successfully if they do everything right. That includes talking to their loved ones, maybe doing some sort of cognitive processing therapy, being kind to themselves. Most people get better.

    Shane wasn’t most people.

     

    or; Shane gets assaulted at an away game. He tells Ilya. And maybe, just maybe, everything will be okay.

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    17 Jan 2026

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    Alexei is dead. Anastasia is his. And Ilya has no idea how to be a parent, a captain, and a heartbroken man all at once.

    The only thing harder than keeping a five-year-old alive might be keeping himself together.

     

    [set after shane walks out on ilya in episode 4]

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    17 Jan 2026

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    After Shane's accident on ice, Yuna sees Lily messaging him and decides to make a phone call.

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    16 Jan 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 24

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    Ilya had seen many different sides of Shane broken up throughout the years and felt he had a very good understanding of how Shane's brain works.

    That is, until Shane's TV falls off the wall. How will Ilya react to Shane's "irrational" mental breakdown?

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    14 Jan 2026

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    After Ilya lost his father in 2017, he buried himself in chasing the Stanley Cup and trying to prove himself to ghosts, even at the expense of the love of his life. After 4 of the most successful consecutive seasons he's ever had in his career, Ilya still knows something is missing in his life and transfers to the Ottawa Centaurs. He tells himself he transferred teams because he was looking for a challenge. He also tells himself it has nothing to do with a certain Montreal player within driving distance. He is a very bad liar.

    Shane struggled to pick up the pieces after the love of his life broke his heart and buried himself in the sport they both loved. When he found out he was pregnant four months after Ilya Rozanov told him that their relationship was over, Shane put everything into rebuilding his life and himself. Now he's a solo parent drowning under the guilt of not being able to actually parent.

    One chance encounter changes causes cracks in the surface of their carefully controlled lives, and if they’re not careful it will shatter them both entirely.

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    The Hollanov secret baby fic that no one asked for but I am legally obligated to provide

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    14 Jan 2026