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    Shane Hollander might be a hockey prodigy, but he's also gay—and he's always known what that means for his future in the sport. That’s why, instead of going pro straight out of junior hockey, Shane chooses college. He tells himself it’s for the education. For the experience. For time. Time for the NHL to catch up to the progress it keeps promising.

    It’s also because of Ellis. The boy from his hometown in Ottawa, who knows Shane better than anyone else ever has.

    But at the beginning of his third year in University, everything changes. All because of Ilya Rozanov. The Russian hockey prodigy Shane has always been aware of. Never threatened by—because Ilya has always been Moscow. Until he arrives at Shane’s university. On his campus. On his team. In his life.

    Disrupting everything Shane was once so sure of.

    Or: an AU where Shane isn’t in the closet. Where he meets Ilya in college. Where he’s already in love with someone else. And where wanting becomes something he keeps pushing down—and praying no one notices. But some things are inevitable.

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    Everyone in the NHL wants Shane Hollander. Maybe that should make Ilya feel proud, accomplished, even. Because he's the only one who has ever really had him. The only one who will.
    But really, it only seems to piss him off. Make him possessive.
    Shane kind of likes that.

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    Shane paused. Then, with deliberate slowness, he said, "Let me get this straight. You want to bottom... so you can chirp better?"

    "Well, it is not very straight, that is kind of point, yes?"

    Shane took a deep, long-suffering breath.

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    Rozanov made a dismissive noise. “No, no, I will pick you up. Send me your address.”

    “I’m not giving you my home address.”

    “Why not!”

    “Because you’ll probably post it on social media to psych me out before our next game.”

    That made Rozanov laugh. “It is good idea,” he said. Stopped laughing. Started again. Blew out a breath like he had to get himself together. “I might do this to you,” he allowed, “but you have nice boyfriend living with you now. I would not do this to him. You are safe.”

     

    In which Ilya Rozanov adopts himself into Scott and Kip's household and refuses to leave. Kip finds this very sweet. Scott is going to kill him.

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