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    5 times Ilya says I love you in Russian, and the first time he says it in English.

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    09 Feb 2026

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    Ilya tries to breathe. Shane is the one who panics. In fact, Ilya has been so calm over the past hour. So, so calm. Soooooooo so so so amazingly calm that maybe Shane will reward him with a very nice blowjob later. Ilya has been calm because Shane needs a rock to lean on, but Shane is gone and now Ilya is panicking. This is his only chance to rectify the first, shirtless impression he made on Shane’s father.

    “Do you still read New Yorker?”

    OR: Ilya, on the confluence of Shane with David, Yuna, and Svetlana.

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    07 Feb 2026

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    Every Boston Raider knows that although their captain has a girl in every port, he’s got a soft spot for the one in Montreal. Dr. Shane Hollander knows it’s better to have a semi-regular source of casual sex than try to make a relationship work during residency. Ilya Rozanov knows that the doctor he’s fucking in Montreal is unaware that he plays hockey, and in fact probably thinks he’s Bratva.

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    19 Jan 2026

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    Vigilantism is like bull riding in that you’re either fighting or dying.

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    01 Nov 2025

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    Kent bristles visibly, but smiles. “The principle. I would bet high I’m far from the first driver a man like you has had carting him around, certainly it can’t be due to optics?”

    “Favors don’t sit well with me, you driving me is a favor. Mr. Pennyworth is my employee, he—”

    “Exactly, it’s an exchange of service: My driving for your time. That’s all.” Kent glances over his shoulder to see Alfred still tarrying, and gestures with a hat held gamely by its crown in one hand. “Mr. Pennyworth and I have conferred at length already about the month’s schedule, and his mountain of clerical fallout in the wake of acquiring such an extensive parcel as yours. Congratulations, by the way.”

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    After acquiring several holdings of protected Kansas marshland, Wayne Enterprises must show face in good faith at the risk of upsetting the quiet social order of a place called Smallville.

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    01 Nov 2025