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He realizes, then, that it's the first time they've been in close proximity since Buck discovered he was in love with him. Since he fucked someone in Eddie's bed, on Eddie's bedsheets, the ones that smelled like Eddie, and moaned Eddie's name while he came.
Guilt courses through him, but it's met with a humiliating rush of shame and desire and pure, red-hot want. His wires are all crossed. He's missed Eddie so much. He's pissed at him, for dropping by unannounced and acting like Buck is the one at fault here. He's so, so fucking in love with him. He wants to fuck him so bad it kind of feels like the world is falling apart.
Or, Eddie goes to Texas. Buck handles it incredibly well.
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17 Jan 2026
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“Let me show you. I don’t know— I’ve never— but I want to show you. Please?”
Buck nods his head, his curls flopping over his forehead.
“Anything you want,” he murmurs into Eddie’s mouth like a promise. “Anything.”
- 907 coda. eddie has a panic attack, a sexuality crisis, and the best sex of his life before midnight.
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13 Jan 2026
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“Eddie,” Maddie says. “I know our kids are different ages, and our situations are different, but — it kind of sounds like you need something else besides your kid and work, too.”
Well, I used to have a best friend, Eddie thinks, then pushes the thought away. “I … I have other things. But Chris and the job are definitely the most central right now.”
"You know, you can’t put yourself last all the time, Eddie.” She laughs a little. “Straight from my therapist’s mouth to your ears! Ooh — you know what? I’ve got a great idea.”
“Oh?”
“You should come to book club. It’s something I do with my parent friends. We take turns hosting, and it’s my turn!”
Sometimes the best part about reading is getting to learn more about yourself.
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08 Jan 2026
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“I'm not in love with you.” There’s a jolt in Eddie’s stomach at that. “I’m not secretly pining for you, or anything like that. I don’t even see you that way.”
“Oh,” Eddie says, then forces out a laugh he hopes sounds casual. Buck’s eyes are wide, honest, like he’s desperate for Eddie to be reassured by this admission, to believe him. And how much clearer could he be? He’s not in love with Eddie. That’s fine. Eddie never expected him to be. His now empty beer bottle hits the counter too loudly, “No, of course not.”
Or: Buck reassures Eddie that he's not in love with him. Eddie feels some type of way about that.
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07 Jan 2026
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“Yeah, like…” Eddie shakes his head, still watching him. “Like you’re gonna slip away from me? And I don’t want you to, Buck. I can’t— I can’t.”
“Hey,” Buck says, softening. “I’m— I’m right here, Eddie.”
“I know,” Eddie insists, halfway to tears all over again. “That’s why I—”
eddie diaz wakes up scared; has a panic attack; and confesses his love for his best friend, in that order.
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05 Jan 2026