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Set around 13x05 (Advanced Thanatology) and post 13x06 (Tombstone).
Part 1 : Dean is grieving, Sam is worried for his brother.
Part 2 : Castiel just came back from the Empty. Jack left the bunker and now Cas is ready to leave to find him.------------
"Okay, well. You know if you need anything I'm right down the hall?"
"I know, Sam. Now get outta here and get some sleep."
Sam gives a half-smile before he gets up to leave. Dean is lying and Sammy knows it.
"Should I leave the door open?"
"I'm not a kid, Sam."------------
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You Can Devastate My Personal Space (I Never Liked It Anyway) by Meova
Fandoms: Formula 1 RPF
31 Jan 2021
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Charles doesn't know why Sebastian has invited him over during the winterbreak. He might as well go to end their time as teammates on a good note, a final hurrah. It's not his fault if the alcohol loosens his tongue, or makes him feel things he'd tried real hard to ignore for the past two years.
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- Part 1 of Yellow Lovely
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08 Mar 2021
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So, the first thing that happens is Castiel comes back.
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"Right," Dean says eventually, gruffly. He looks down at his shoes. "I'm not gonna tell you how to live your life, man. It's—you know, yours. Do your thing, love who you love, whatever. I can't really stop you from loving me, if that's what you've decided to do, but I don't—I can't—"
"I know," Castiel murmurs, still just smiling a little, not looking heartbroken at all. "Don't worry about it, Dean, that's all I ask."
"So we're—" Dean risks a glance up, swallowing thickly. "We're good?"
Castiel hums. "We're good."
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04 Mar 2021
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Cas comes back. It's not exactly the reunion that Dean is expecting.
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Dean stares at him, flummoxed. Cas quite literally poured his heart out to Dean, gave a truly sappy and distressingly romantic speech and everything, then proceeded to give his life so that Dean could live his. And he wants to act like he doesn't want to see Dean, be around him, touch him?
Actually, Dean's ninety-nine percent sure that Cas probably wants to fuck him, and while he has no clue how he feels about that, he's pretty goddamn sure that means Cas doesn't get to act like this and make it authentic.
It feels strangely real, though, as if Cas wants nothing more than to get as far away from him as possible. This is a blatant contradiction. Even someone as weird as Cas doesn't want to get away from the person they have the desire to fuck five ways to Sunday, that they're in love with. That's not how these things work, so Dean isn't buying it.
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- Part 1 of Cursed Metaphors
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11 Feb 2021
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Dean doesn't know where he's going, he just drives.
He meanders. Takes whatever road he wants without worrying about efficiency or speed. He watches the landscape change around him as he heads east, towards the sea. Sometimes he listens to music, and sometimes he doesn’t. Most of the time he just thinks, the way he has always thought best; with an open road ahead and horror close behind.
Cas always comes back to him. Cas has always come back. Whether it takes minutes, or weeks, or months—Cas comes back to him.
But Cas hasn’t come back. How much longer is supposed to wait? Minutes? Months? How long is he supposed to live like this, like there’s nothing else that matters except the space beside him where Cas should be?
So he just drives.
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06 Feb 2021
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Dean was the most beautiful, the most breathtaking, when he was exactly like this.
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09 Jan 2021