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It was always going to end like this. There was no other way it could end. Zanka knew that from the beginning, they both did.
Was it hubris to think he could stop fate? Was it love to want to try anyways?
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Jabber's death, and the months that lead up to it.
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04 Feb 2026
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Walking into the kitchen, Follo chokes on his sobs, forcing himself to breathe even if it hurts. Alan’s parents look up quite sharply, and his mother’s eyes widen as she takes in Follo’s dishevelled appearance.
“Follo? What’s–”
“Call an ambulance,” Follo hiccups, “Call– one, please.”
Follo returns to the North Ward on a mission after becoming a giver. He decides to pay a friend a visit, but discovers that he was too late by only a matter of hours. When he finds himself at his lowest, Zanka is there to offer a hand to hold.
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03 Feb 2026
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Tamsy loves Rudo. Zanka loves Enjin.
Neither of them is giving up—not really.
It's just their latest way of coping: pretending it doesn't hurt, pretending they're fine, pretending the other person isn't slowly becoming the only one who truly understands how much this fucking sucks.After all, if they can't have the ones they want… why not take what they can get from each other?
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"You bastard. I really fucking hate you."
"And loving him won't get you anywhere."
"You expect me to play along with your insane game?"
"No. I just hope we can help each other when this lust gets too much to handle. Because… we're already too late, aren't we?"...
“What if you pretend I’m Enjin and I pretend you’re Rudo?”
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29 Jan 2026
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"GREAT! Just great! As if this could GET any better!" Zanka bites out, seething. Of course he's stuck here, injured, in a damp, dirty cell, and of course he's stuck here with fucking Jabber of all people.
Jabber whistles appreciatively, "Man, you're in a mood today. Wake up on the wrong side of the bed?" and cackles at his own joke. Zanka's gonna strangle him. He's gonna rip out those bars with his bare hands and use them to beat Jabber to death.
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Zanka is taken by some people who want to study givers. Jabber is there too. This somehow makes everything both better and so much worse.
Disclaimer: do NOT feed my work into generative AI or I will fucking GET you.
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28 Jan 2026
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Zanka had always been weak. He knew this. But he could really do without all the constant reminders.
Or: Zanka’s past, present, and future as a Cleaner. Featuring team bonding, low self esteem, and broken family relationships.
Read for extended Zanka angst, mind the tags for warnings. I’m a sucker for a happy ending but there will be suffering on the path that leads to it. It gets better before it gets worse before it gets better.
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28 Jan 2026