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    He does not ask- he does not ask, he just takes and takes and takes and pushes and shoves and Spock is so grateful for it, it makes his stomach curl in shame. But he is not sure the ‘yes’ would fall from his lips if he was allowed to.

    So, Leonard takes and Spock— Spock lets him.

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    “Aw, is that why you threw yourself at me, darlin’?” she coos, letting her accent pool around every syllable. “Iowa farmgirl's got a thing for dairy cows?”

    Jamie snorts and pulls a face. “No. It’s because I’m allergic to half the galaxy and I figured having a fuckbuddy doctor wasn’t the stupidest choice I could make.”

    The quiver in Jamie’s ‘no’ is all the answer Lea needs. She watches her smooth her uneven hair in practiced, tense movements. For the hundredth time tonight, she wonders how this skittish puppy is a Kirk.

    “Now don’t you worry, sugar,” Lea says, sliding her camisole down to reveal the makeshift binding she’s rigged up with a sports bra and paper towels. She winces as she pulls it off, ignoring the way her head grows dizzy with more than one kind of relief. “Plenty here for you.”

     

    My version of the Parallel Lives Mirrorverse shuttle scene and its aftermath.

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    “Well, girls do that kind of thing sometimes,” Ivan says sagely. “Practice, you know?”

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    One week into dating the girl of his dreams, Till plays Truth or Dare.

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    It is January 15th 1992, the forecast calls for heavy rain this evening, and Viktor does not know the man who stands in the doorway.

    Chronic closet case Jayce meets prolific sexual deviant Viktor. A double dose of self-discovery ensues.

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    Viktor isn’t dense. Despite his quiet disposition, he’s not particularly socially inept. He may be one leg down and one foot in the grave, but he’s still not blind either. He knows when eyes trail him and he knows when they’re filled with pity or disgust. But he knows when they’re filled with heat and want, too. He sees such looks directed between lovers and those who covet that which they can’t have, but every once in a while he notices a look or two like that shot in his direction. It’s flattering every time it happens but he always chooses to ignore them – it’s not like any of them can offer him what he really wants.

    What starts off as Viktor reluctantly attending one of the Council's lavish parties, ends rather interestingly when Jayce spends the night over in Viktor's apartment.

     

    Translation into Russian available here!
     

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    maybe my favorite jayvik fic of all time